I waited for seventy years for my mother to pick me up; I proved for a hundred years that I was worthy of being loved; I lost everything, both those who loved me and those I loved left.
In the end, I discovered that what I wanted to wait for, what I wanted to prove, and what I wanted to love was myself.
I am Xiaoyao, I am also Wen Xiaoliu, I am Princess Haoling, and I am Doctor Jiu. From escaping from Qingshui Town, to fawning over Xiyancheng, to being broken after losing everything - I learned boundaries in Xuanxuan's symbiosis, saw weakness in Tushanjing's tenderness, saw myself in Xiangliu's understanding, found recognition in King Haoling's harshness, understood longing in A-Nian's jealousy, completed my farewell in the absence of my mother, and took root and grew in Ye Shiqi's company.
Seven relationships, seven mirrors, reflect the complete appearance of a woman.
I finally stopped waiting. No longer waiting for someone to love me, no longer waiting for someone to recognize me, no longer waiting for someone to save me. Here I am, with all the scars and regrets, living my destiny.
Long love, never regret it.
This is a history of spiritual growth written for all women who are struggling in relationships and confused as they grow up. I hope you can be like Xiaoyao and reconcile with yourself after going through a lot.
