I Sat up in Shock as I Lay Flat, the Villain Turned Out to Be Me

Two male protagonists | Narcissus | Rebirth | Self-redemption | Next year | 1V1 White-cut, black, paranoid and crazy year ​ Every time he was reborn, he wanted to save everything, but he was targeted by madmen every time. After being tortured for three consecutive lives, Yan Chenguang lost part of his memory and was reborn: he was calm, he would never trust anyone anymore, he would become a cold and ruthless lunatic who would destroy everyone, and he would die with the world on a good day. Unexpectedly, as soon as he opened his eyes in this life, the script was rewritten, and a boyhood version of himself appeared beside him, as well as a few companions who looked like little white flowers. Faced with the enthusiastic invitations on the innocent faces of this group of people, Yan Chenguang was lying on his back: Don't try to save anything, there is no point... Wait, you are going to destroy his entire family? Do earthworms also need to be cut vertically? Is it a little impulsive? Something doesn't seem right here. Where's the kind little white flower we promised? Why are all the members villains? Fortunately, I was relatively normal when I was a teenager. Wait, what do you mean it's all just pretending? Why should you stand on someone else's head, look at him and laugh, and say that if you dare to abandon him, you will die? Before Yan Chenguang could think about it carefully, he blinked as a teenager: Suddenly he realized that you look like me. Could it be that you are me... Yan Chenguang backed away cautiously: I am not your father. You jumped out of a crack in the stone. Without a father,