My name is Lin Yuan, and I am born without emotions.
In order to pretend to be normal, I have a copy of The Human Emotion Simulation Handbook.
When you cry, you should grin and squint, when you laugh, you should raise the corners of your mouth, and when you are angry, you should stare and clench your fists.
But when I started crying today, it was said that it felt like a toothache.
Learning to laugh tomorrow is said to be like cramps.
I learned to be angry the day after tomorrow, but I don't seem to have learned it.
Until I met the woman named Su Qingyu.
She said she wanted to repay the favor, but I knew she was lying to me.
I didn't expose it because when I was cheated, I felt something in my heart.
Later, I learned to feel distressed, learned to be reluctant, learned to be afraid, and learned to trust.
They also learned to use the hard-earned feeling to keep the people they care about alive.
There are nine tribulations and nine losses. Every time I survive a tribulation, I lose a feeling.
They said that when I pass through the ninth tribulation, I will no longer be a human being.
But I just want to do one thing -
Sitting at the junction of the three realms, playing a game of chess with that crazy old man who had been alone for 30,000 years.
Many years later, someone asked: What happened to the boy who couldn't cry?
At the junction of the three realms, someone dropped a son and said:
"It turns out it feels like this."
