The Teenage Thoughts of Those Years

In September, the breeze is not dry. While I was waiting for Yu Xi at the bus stop, I remembered that summer six years ago - a little girl handed me a candy, which illuminated my dark world. On the first day of school, she became my deskmate. Yu Xi is like a beam of light, slowly pulling me out from the corner. We grew up together, went through junior high school together, until we were divided into classes in high school, we were separated by 45 seconds. She said she would come to me often, and she did. Every day after class, she would stand in the corridor and wave to me through the glass. In the new class, Zhou Kai became the second person to take the initiative to approach me. But all I have in my heart is Yu Xi. When it came time to elect subjects, she took it for granted that I would be able to elect science, but I secretly filled in "Article" on the form - I just wanted to be in the same class with her. I didn't dare to tell her, for fear that she would disagree, or that she would say I was stupid. The day I went to her house for dinner, I finally made my decision. The first time she lost her temper with me and locked herself in the room. I awkwardly tried to coax her, but she finally turned her anger into a smile: "Maybe we can be in the same class." At that moment I realized that some emotions have long gone beyond the scope of "family". It's just that I still don't understand how to deal with this quietly growing concern.