On the twenty-fourth day of the twelfth lunar month, the old locust trees in the alley were filled with the flavor of the new year. Forty-year-old Su Wan was trapped in an empty marriage without love for five years. All the freshness was wiped away by indifference and betrayal, leaving only numbness and exhaustion. A fateful encounter caught Aze, a 21-year-old boy who was 20 years younger than her, and broke in unexpectedly, knocking on the door of "death disaster".
This book takes the 24th to the 26th of the twelfth lunar month in 2026 as the timeline, and uses the dual perspectives of diary + heart-breaking monologue to unravel the brokenness and awakening of married women. The age gap of twenty years and the shackles of worldly morality could not stop Aze's pure and passionate approach. He saw through her disguise and said, "It's not you who led me astray, it was me who led you astray," breaking her years of defense.
It breaks away from the conventional romance routine and depicts the piercing pull between a forty-year-old married woman and a twenty-one-year-old boy - the age difference is a shackles of the world, but it is a throbbing that she cannot let go of. The writing is delicate and poignant, restoring the emotional excitement and fear of adults. This book is based on a real prototype. In order to avoid confusion, the author has concealed some details and restored this fateful struggle across the twenty-year-old gap with sincere writing.
