In her previous life, Su Nian had been in love with Shen Bozhou for sixteen years.
From the age of sixteen to thirty-two, she was always behind him. See him being confused by Lin Zhiyi, see him holding someone else's hand. In the end, she died alone in the winter in a mental hospital.
His last words before death: "If there is an afterlife, I don't want to like him anymore."
She was reborn.
This time, she wasn't here to wait for him. She wanted him to fall in love with her, fall in love with her wholeheartedly and humbly. Then he crushed this love with his own hands and let him taste what it felt like to be played like a fool for two years and finally kicked away.
She did it.
On the day the college entrance examination ended, she said with a smile: "It was all fake from beginning to end."
He fell to his knees and cried like a dog.
She thought she had won. But she didn't expect that after winning, she would be even more empty.
What I didn't even expect was that he was still waiting.
When he quit his job, when he moved to her city, when he stood outside all night on her wedding day. Wait until he starts hearing hallucinations, wait until he lives alone in the mountains, and talks to her photos every day.
Wait until death.
When she died, she held in her hand the diary from when she was sixteen: "Shen Bozhou smiled at me today. I am so happy."
He didn't know where the diary came from.
It's like she didn't know - it turns out that the most severe revenge is not to make him suffer for the rest of his life.
It was the day you finally came to life, and when you looked back, he was still there.
But in your heart, there is nothing left.