This is my medical record and my ticket.
On the day I was diagnosed with terminal terminal illness, I was bound to the [Human World Mending System]. It says that the world is collapsing in countless eras condensed by "difficulty of mind", and someone needs to fill in the missing parts of life. And every time I complete a section, I can buy some time to extend my life.
So, I became a shuttler. In the "Light Word Film" of "The World", I am Zhou Bingkun, learning to carry a family in the rough years; in the Gobi Desert of "Mountains and Seas", I am a poverty alleviation cadre, witnessing how a drop of water can lead to a sea; in the Northern Song Dynasty of "The Age of Awakening" In the Big Red Mansion, I am a student who is observing, touching the outline of faith in the impassioned mood... I see the world with their eyes, brave the wind and rain with their hands and feet, and gently pick up the regrets about love, ideals, survival and sacrifice one by one.
This is not a rescue, but a long stay and learning. I will faithfully record here what I have experienced, felt, and understood. If you open this diary, you will see that behind the grand narrative of the times, there are specific people trying their best to live, love, and believe.
And I, Shen Qingshan, the borrower who lives towards death, also found something more important than time in this journey of fireworks.