[One Woman and Five Men + Reborn + Love and Hatred + Sweet on the Outside, Dark Within + Yandere]
"Qi Yue, you mustn't cross the line." Shen Rushuang was powerless to resist, but that was exactly what she wanted. In her past life, the entire General's household, a family of loyal heroes, was accused of treason and executed.
Ying Qisheng, the current Grand Secretariat, framed her whole family to help the new emperor secure his throne, fearing that their achievements had overshadowed the emperor.
The System gave her a chance to be reborn, tasking her with dismantling the Ying family, turning the brothers against each other, and saving her family from its tragic fate.
In her new life, she pretended to be frail and played the two men like fools. She even married Ying Qisheng.
"What do you think he'd do if he found out about our past?"
Shen Rushuang pretended to be helpless and begged him not to tell him.
He thought she was a powerless, frightened little white rabbit. In truth, she was the one moving the pieces in this game.
When I wrote this article very early, the only male protagonist selected was Ying Qiyue. He was a pure woman who used tricks to seduce powerful officials. Because at that time, I watched a lot of short dramas about immorality, and I wanted to write about it. Shen Shuanghua and him appeared in my mind. Maybe, it was a choice made by fate. When I wrote the heroine, I felt that Crown Prince Cui was miserable. He died for his lover in his last life, and this life is not happy yet. While creating suffering, I hope they all grow up, so I soften my heart towards the supporting characters. I don't want him to suffer, and I don't want to see him destined to become a supporting character. What made me even more reluctant to move him from a supporting role to one of the male protagonists was that he was so much like the type of male protagonist I liked back then, that kind of passionate, wanton, and unrestrained young man. There have been too many male protagonists like this written in the past. I have almost never written about a yandere and dank male protagonist, but now I find that I can't write such a male protagonist. In order to maintain the accuracy of ancient Chinese novels, I restrained myself from contemporary novels and campus novels, because the intrigues in ancient Chinese novels are a dimensionality reduction compared to the childishness of campus. People cannot be young forever. The problem I face is that people will instinctively dislike the same theme over and over again, so I took a long break after finishing the ancient poem. The artist sister told me more than once, "You can change the taste." I couldn't take that step at the time. Although I later forced myself to read modern novels and campus novels in order to deal with the emotion of wanting to vomit when I saw ancient words, it still didn't help. I'm in pain, why can't I write that kind of role? I am not willing to accept Cui Si as the male protagonist. I want to watch it again. How much can I write back to the Bai Yueguang type male protagonist? So he became the male protagonist. Other male protagonists also slowly rose up. It is not difficult for people to have love. What is rare is to have it at the same time, tolerate it at the same time, and accept all the past between you and me. I slowly came to terms with myself. It is not necessary to write absolutely perfect articles. At least it is enough to write them wholeheartedly at the time. Appropriate substitution of ancient sayings, modern sayings, and campus writing can also stabilize the tired mind of writing. No matter what, whether it is Ying Qiyue or other male protagonists, in this book, they are all protagonists, and the supporting characters also have their own protagonist lives. It's just that this book only records Shen Shuanghua's story, and they will go on forever—— 2026.7.24