[Real person and true story｜Autobiography｜Realistic sadomasochism｜Middle-aged growth]
My name is Sponge, a sponge that has been soaked, crushed, and stepped into the mud by life.
36 Years old, with a debt of 2 million, riding an electric scooter for a driver late at night, blowing the cold wind on the streets of Hefei.
In the first half of my life, I loved four people with all my heart and soul, and I tried my best to survive half of my life, but in the end I had nothing.
Qingxiao is the white moonlight that I fell in love with when I was young for five years, but fell away in the end;
Yilian, I have been in Hainan for ten years. It is hard to reconcile that I have been close at hand but missed it in my life;
Hengwan is the only light in my darkness, but due to the constraints of the world, we hate to meet each other late;
Anhe was a hastily started, messy marriage that I fulfilled my grandma's wish for.
I lived for my family, my lover, and my brothers, but I never lived for myself.
Give everything, only to be disappointed; give everything, only to be covered with scars.
Everyone thinks I am broken, but I am a sponge that can absorb bitter water, bear heavy pressure, and will never break.
The first half of my life was filled with embarrassment, regret and pain.
The rest of my life is not over yet. I want to make a comeback and wait for my own redemption.
This is not a made-up story, it is my life that I peeled off my skin and wrote down word for word.
