The knife cuts out the heart, and the force seals the throat. Enter with caution!
The snow in Changbai Mountain has been falling for three years, and I have been keeping it for three years. My young boy Shen Zhihan was buried in an avalanche, with no bones left. He didn't even say goodbye to me.
Later, he came through the snow. His facial features, voice, and facial features were all exactly the same. I treated him like a deceased soul like a maniac, calling him "Zhi Han" every day, and lusting after a moment of his tenderness every night. I knew he was a substitute, but I was willing to perish; he knew he was a shadow, but he was happy with it.
The snowy night broke, he turned around coldly and disappeared into the wind and snow. I coughed up blood and became sick, my heart and lungs were broken, and I thought that this life was just a self-deception.
It wasn't until my deathbed that I learned the whole truth - he was not a substitute, but Shen Zhihan's biological brother, Lu Ciyan, who desperately wanted him to protect me throughout his life. He loved me to the core, hid his sincerity for ten years, broke up with his family for me, broke off our engagement for me, stayed outside the hospital door for me every night, and grew old overnight. All his indifference, all his pushing away, all his silence were all because he was afraid of my pain, afraid of my hatred, and afraid that I would live forever in the shadow of the white moonlight.
But I was already terminally ill and there was no way I could save myself.
I died in his arms, on the grandest snowy night in Changbai Mountain. He abandoned his wealth and splendor, guarded my tombstone, never married, and grew old alone. Finally, he froze in front of my grave and was buried with me in Changbai.
The snow will melt and people will disperse. Falling in love with the snow will eventually become a piece of cake. Meeting each other in this life is a gift, but it is also a calamity that I will never be able to overcome in my entire life.
