In the summer when he was six years old, Xu Jinan lost his parents in a heavy rainstorm.
She was adopted by her uncle and grew up quietly in a small town in Jiangsu for ten years. No one knew that this well-behaved and sensible child with excellent academic performance would take out the old little bear from under the pillow every late night when she had sleepless nights, put her fingers into the cracks on its body, and touch the pieces of paper that she had folded into small squares, with the same name written all over them.
When she was sixteen years old, she passed the exam in Shanghai and found Song Ming's son. His name was Song Qing, he went to the same school as her and was one month younger than her - he was only born one month after the incident. She began to approach him in a planned way, observe him, and gain his trust, because she believed that he was her only key to finding Song Ming.
But what she didn't expect was that Song Qing was also an abandoned person. His mother left when he was three years old, and his father never existed. In a cold and respectable family, he grew up into a perfectly pruned tree - gentle, restrained, always polite, and there was always a layer of green in his eyes. He also has asthma and wakes up late at night staring at the ceiling in a daze. When others ask him, "Where is your mother?" He will cover all the wounds with a clean word.
What she didn't expect was that Song Qing was the first person who made her feel that there might be other possibilities for "living".
