Time travel is not rebirth, it is Lingchi.
My name is Shen Yan, and when I open my eyes, I become Xie Heng, a young man from an aristocratic family who just died in the Dayong Dynasty.
The original owner is dead, and I am the substitute of Jiuzhan Magpie Nest.
There is no system, no golden fingers, no family to rely on, and even the memory of the past is blank.
I don't know how to be elegant, I don't know how to be Machiavellian, I don't know how to pretend, I can't even hold a brush firmly.
But I have to act.
He plays Xie Erlang, who is from a well-known family, a gentle and jade-like nobleman, and a complete stranger.
Jinling Fengyue is a gentle knife,
The high gate of the aristocratic family is a man-eating cave.
Every step is a trap, every sentence is a trap.
In front of others, I am the noble son of Jinling with unparalleled splendor.
After all, I am a lonely soul in a foreign land who wakes up every night.
I don't dare to trust people, don't dare to talk to each other, don't dare to make mistakes, I even have to be careful when I breathe.
Some people praise me just to take advantage of me.
Some people approach me because they are plotting against me.
Some people laugh at me just to see me fall into the abyss.
Some people hate me and want to crush me to ashes.
I use a false identity to travel the real world.
With a hollow heart, it can bear a huge weight.
Wearing fake clothes hides all the panic; he spends half his life just trying to survive.
Everyone admires my beauty,
No one knows that every step I take is on the edge of a knife.
No one understands that every time I smile, there is despair hidden inside.
I am not Xie Heng, but I have to live my life for him.
I am Shen Yan, but I have no way back.
The most cruel thing in this world is never death.
But - I am alive, but I can no longer be myself.
