The chromosome is her original sin, and the body is her battlefield.
At the age of six, Lin Wei was pushed down in the children's playground because of her "double chromosome". At the age of eighteen, she signed a consent form for gender reassignment surgery, thinking that she would be saved by becoming a "real woman", but she didn't know that what the scalpel cut was her body, and what her father cut was her last trust in humanity.
In high school, she met the only light - her classmate Chen Yang. But the brighter the light, the more it revealed the unsewable darkness beneath her pink scars. University and dormitories have become the new execution ground, "unsociable", "pretending to be innocent", "out for sale"... Women's malice knows how to slow down the soul better than men's violence.
But she survived.
I chose to swallow hot milk on New Year's Eve when I had saved up enough sleeping pills, I didn't go back to say sorry when my father was dying, and I didn't choose to forgive when the bully apologized. She lives her life like a needle - never breaks or bends, but silently and stubbornly pierces through this world that cannot tolerate "difference".
From "the case being studied" to "the doctor holding the scalpel", from "the patient who wants to disappear" to "the therapist who listens to the cry", she completed the most difficult redemption: not to be accepted by the world, but to finally accept the scarred but still breathing self.
"The tide rushes toward the moon, not because it responds, but because looking up is the posture of the tide's existence."
