Mid-Level Crossing: There Is No Shore on the Other Side, I Will Open the Way

"This is just a book that you all dare not read. But this is my life and you want me to live. ——Du Qinghuan" Hello everyone, I am Deme. I am the author of this semi-autobiographical youth pain literature. I prefer campus, romance, redemption and group portraits. I like to find light in the darkness and write tenderness in the brokenness. "Mid-level Crossing: There is no shore on the other side, I will open the way" is the accumulation of my many years of life. I hope it can speak something for the silent people. "Mid-level crossing: there is no shore on the other side, I will make the way" is a semi-autobiographical diary novel. Du Qinghuan in the book has shadows that I am familiar with, and there are also parts that I reshaped for the story. I treat 70% of my real experiences as soil, and plant 30% of fictional flowers on it - those pains, brokenness, and redemption have all been filtered by time and literature. Updates are stable. Please leave your thoughts or stories after reading the article in the comment area.

This is the first time I watched a youth campus genre on Tomato. It felt very fresh and refined, and quite shocking. Based on real experiences, the author tells the story of the love and friendship between a sickly girl, an aloof school beauty, and several boys. The content is real and moving, and the writing is stunning! ! Especially the various memories of that era (people born in the 1990s) are perfectly reproduced, which makes people feel moved from time to time! I hope that the heroine will only have health, joy and happiness in her future life! Suffering will eventually pass. . . [Blows a kiss] Come on, I will read it. I have finished reading, and I once again like the shocking writing style [Like] [Like] [Like] I hope that more people will see this good work, and I hope that every character in the book will have a good life in real life [Love] [Love] [Love]

It really made me cry and jump back and forth with laughter! The heroine's brother is simply the best brother in the world. When he died, I cried harder than the heroine💔 But it was so fun to watch the heroine and Zou Xin interact with each other on a daily basis! The heroine, please read the story about Yu Shi. It's so sweet to be locked with Zou Xin. Happiness comes first! Zou Xin's phrase "life is so beautiful" that he often talks about is so healing! You can be happy and worry-free all day long, and it comes with a little sun buff. The heroine who suffers from depression should be with this kind of boy. He will have proper happy special effects and cure emo! When will they be able to break the window paper? I'm so worried! When they were young, Zou Xin made a seven-year marriage contract to the heroine under the blue sky and white clouds, in the breeze and green grass: "Du Qinghuan, in seven years, if you are not married, if I am not married, there are spirits within three feet, the heaven and the earth are the witnesses, and the mountains and rivers are the matchmakers. I will marry you, do you want it?" It killed me! Promise him quickly, say "I want it, I want it"! I'm so anxious, I even want to promise him for the heroine! They have such a sense of déjà vu that they have childhood sweethearts and childhood sweethearts. I really want to hold their heads and get married on the spot! These two happy enemies are so happy, heroine, please be wise and arrange a sweet ending for them as soon as possible. Don't use the knife, please, please🙏

I really like this kind of realistic and imperfect heroine. Let's talk about the character highlights first. Du Qinghuan has many highlights. Her classical appearance and temperament are her least worthy of mention. If I were a man, I would fall under her pomegranate skirt. She is so charming and graceful, and blessed with a melancholy and classic temperament. Her every frown and smile make everything in the world eclipse. She is also very talented. She can write poems easily and win awards for essays. She can dance with grace and grace, and can also play the guzheng. She performed the song Butterfly Lovers at the New Year's Day performance and stood out. Can you not confuse all the boys in school into mentally retarded? Anyway, I don't think the setting of her having so many suitors is exaggerated. In real life, for an average-looking person like me, I had many suitors during my studies, not to mention Du Qinghuan, a school beauty with outstanding beauty and talent. I read in the comments that this is a semi-autobiography by the author, Da Da. Is the story based on your own true story? Then you must be so good-looking. I am also a promising person, and I can actually read the autobiography of the school beauty. When I read your book, I automatically reminded you of Bu Bu Bu Jing Xin Ruoxi's appearance, which is melancholic, elegant, refined, and super elegant. Let's talk about the imperfections of the heroine. Du Qinghuan's character is very melancholic, too awkward, and too sensitive. But the thing about depression is that, although it is not written that she went to the hospital for a clear diagnosis, it can still be known through her series of paranoid and suicidal behaviors. She also has a second personality, her main personality is very kind, and the second personality is like a devil. Let me ask you a question, do you really have a second personality in real life? Is that murder real? Another imperfection is that the heroine Du Qinghuan gives hope to those boys too easily and is too kind. A favor from a meal made Liu Yu completely obsessed with her. If it were me, I would be too lazy to deal with such an abnormal person. Fang Minwei and Jiang Yao were quite decisive. They tore up the notebook and slapped them, which was very irritating. I feel that the heroine's feelings for Sun Luyang are quite complicated. She is respectful and afraid of Sun, but she doesn't reject him thoroughly enough. She impulsively accepted Sun because she was moved and grateful rather than out of love. Then she suddenly realized that she deeply hurt Sun when they broke up with her. Although the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend only lasted for one day, Sun was very broken and really hurt. I was also very broken when I was involved in it. The heroine's feelings for Zou are even more complicated. Is the heroine an evasive personality? Anyone with a discerning eye can see that after her romantic partner Yu Shiai broke up with great fanfare, the heroine gradually fell in love with her friend Zou Xin, who appeared in time to save her. Sometimes I feel that the heroine is quite slow in terms of emotions. I don't know if she is really confused or pretending to be confused, or maybe she doesn't want to ruin the friendship, so she chooses to turn a blind eye. But Zou is also a person who likes to show off. He knows that the heroine really wants to be firmly chosen, but he just hints, or makes a little joke, plays with ambiguity, and even promises a seven-year appointment that seems very romantic but very unrealistic. I see that everyone in the comments is very moved by this vow, but I feel that he is not brave enough, firm enough, and too hesitant. If you like him, just say it out loud. If you want to be together, just confess and say I like you. Why are you pretending that we will be together in seven years before you are married and I am not married. Which girl can stand it? No wonder Du Qinghuan didn't dare to respond to him. Therefore, if two people cannot be together in the end, there are definitely reasons for both sides, and it is not a problem of one person. Including the final breakup of Du Qinghuan and Yu Shi, not to mention Du Qinghuan's stubborn temper, he likes to repeatedly verify the other person's love for him and likes to torture the other person repeatedly. This kind of relationship is so awkward, sweet is sweet, torture is really cruel, and pulling is really pulling. Yu Shi, a person who always shouts "Wandering is for searching, searching is for wandering," seems to me to be a quote from a scumbag. Why does this become an excuse to change girlfriends one after another? Is it fair to Du Qinghuan, who has never been in love? The relationship between Yu Shi and Du Qinghuan is destined to be full of tragedy, and it will be a matter of time before they break up. Who would Du Qinghuan be happier with? I think Zou Xin is the first choice. Although this person is hesitant and not brave enough, he is better than Yu Shi, a prodigal son who pursues freedom, and better than Sun Luyang, who seems to be restrained and affectionate but is actually a thief in the city. Jiang Yao is not comparable to these people and is too lazy to complain about this person. Fang Minwei is humble and cowardly, not the heroine's cup of tea. This is the first time I write such a long book review to analyze each character. What I want to say is that the writing is really good. It's not black and white. Everyone has a sense of life. No character is perfect, and they all have their own highlight moments. It's quite exciting. I love watching it, but I just can't get enough of it. I'm waiting for tomorrow's update!

I don't know how to write this book review for a long time, because I'm afraid it won't be worthy of the book and the author's ups and downs along the way. I was still a little kid when the story took place, but the author's portrayal of adolescence shocked me - much more than just love. Du Qinghuan has low self-esteem because of her mother's clothes, feels empty due to the death of her uncle, is betrayed by her friends, fails to get good grades in key classes, and has no hesitation to read again after the college entrance examination... Every plot makes me feel "right, I understand." None of her suitors are perfect: Jiang Yao is emotional but saves her; Fang Weimin is paranoid but fills his diary with her name; Sun Luyang is controlling but silently protects her; Yu Shi hurts her the most, but is the one who has the strongest resonance with her spirit. The male protagonist Zou Xin is like a bright spot, and every time she breaks down, he heals her with "cluck". The most shocking thing is Du Qinghuan's heroism: no matter how much suffering she goes through, she still remains angry and rational. Because she has been caught in the rain, she works hard to become someone who can hold an umbrella for others. This is a work worthy of being on the top list, and everyone who is willing to think should not miss it. It's been a long time since I've read a novel that appeals to my appetite. The next few chapters feel a bit depressing, but maybe this is life. I didn't expect that there are so many feelings that are difficult to resolve, Brother Heng, Xiangyi, Zou Zou... [Crying] Zou Zou is really Bai Yueguang. The author has portrayed him so perfectly. He is always free and happy, always high-spirited and always in his prime. Therefore, it is destined that he cannot be retained in the human world. He must pay off the grievances of his whole life and then become an immortal. I really burst into tears after reading his last letter, "I want to take one last look at the spring in this world"... [I'm about to cry] I hope he will be forever young in another world and will not be tortured by illness anymore. If Huanhuan herself is a knight with a high heart and an awe-inspiring character, then "she" is a knight who eliminates rape and supports the weak. I wish Huanhuan everything will be smooth in the future and live well with Xiaoyuer, Jiuzhou and Zhenxia. I can live my whole life under a coop of mist and rain, and there is neither wind, rain nor sunshine.

Coming from a place where there is a shortage of books, I saw that the author said that it was adapted from his own real experience, which was 70% true. He also said that he suffered from depression and wrote this article to save himself. Then I had to read it twice! As a result, I stayed up all night and read the latest chapter in one go. Oh my God, how could there be such a sweet, sad, in-depth and well-written article? ! Are new authors so good now? If you really want to read a sweet novel, you can take a detour. This is not the traditional and common kind of pure campus youth sweet pet novel. There are cookies and knives in this book, there is redemption, there is healing, there is love, there is hatred, there is sinking, there is struggle, there is also depression, dual personality, crime, light suspense... If you want to read a sweet, youthful romance, but also want to read something deep, thoughtful, and a little bit dark, you can read this book! I was so excited when I saw Du Qinghuan holding hands with the person she liked. It was such pure love! The youthfulness of a young girl is so beautifully written! I was so angry when I saw the post about reminiscing about my stepbrother! The sweet love is mixed with some complicated and confusing plots, I can't stop it! I just like this feeling on my head. The story is so layered, with pure love, sourness, pain, and light suspense, which whetted my appetite. I must recommend it to you! However, the previous plot is relatively slow, so you have to be patient to follow it in order to taste the taste of this fine chaff. I love to eat it😋 The heroine Du Qinghuan's spirit is getting worse and worse in the recently updated chapter, and her bones are getting harder and harder! Bring feeling! I just love seeing her second personality come out (even though it scares me). Finally, I would like to praise the author and his beautiful writing style! ! It's really good to read. The recently updated chapters are so sweet, especially the interaction between Zou Xin and Du Qinghuan is so CP! Pink bubbles are about to appear, and I can't hold my mouth shut~ When will you, heroine, accept classmate Zou Zou~ What a boy who is so optimistic and sunny, you have to look forward! Just like what Zou Xin said, "There are cracks in life, and light can come in." There is also the promise Zou made to Du Qinghuan on the lawn, "In seven years, if you are not married and I am not married, we will be together, do you want it?" Everyone made it so obvious, but Du Qinghuan actually said, "I don't take jokes seriously." How stupid! Zou Mingming said the truth in a joking way! If they don't get together in the end, it will really be hard for me to let go, woo woo hoo~ Alas, it is actually very difficult to break through the unsatisfied feelings of lovers above friendship. I am afraid that in the end we will no longer be friends, and I am reluctant to destroy such a sincere friendship. I understand Du Qinghuan's concerns. Just like who sang "If I say I really love you, who will clean up the broken friendship". It's such a stretch... In fact, they are a perfect match. Du Qinghuan and Zou are the happiest and laugh the most when they are together, right? Author, you are so amazing. Whether you are writing about pain, sweetness, sourness, or suspense, you all write so well. Update faster, faster, 2 chapters a day is not enough for me~ I really want to see the plot development of Zou Xin and Du Qinghuan! Damn it, don't put a knife on them! Du Qinghuan has suffered enough. She met Yu Shi before, but ended up breaking up for no reason. Now she has finally met Zou Xin, who can truly redeem her. She must make the heroine happy!

Seeing the recently updated chapter, Zou Xin, a friend of the opposite sex for many years, stretched out a saving hand when the heroine fell into the abyss during the breakup of Yu Shi, and shined like a ray of light when there was a crack in her life. The details of the interaction between these two people are so warm, healing, and sweet! My aunt laughed the whole time, grinning from ear to ear. This kind of pull between Zou Xin and Du Qinghuan without breaking the window paper is sweet and heart-wrenching. It is the highlight and highlight of the whole book. The mood of the whole book is depressing, but the only place where Zou Xin appears is in the clear sky. Who doesn't like sunshine? Du Qinghuan also liked it, but she had stood in a damp place for too long and she didn't dare to step forward. She was afraid that she would be like a potted plant that had never been exposed to sunlight and would rot when suddenly exposed to the sun. She is even more afraid of losing her only friend of the opposite sex. This is the reason why, whether in TV novels or in real life, it is so difficult for a relationship like "the lover is not satisfied, but the friend is above you" to be successful in the end. Friendship is sometimes more precious than love. No one is willing to risk losing a good friend by rashly breaking the window paper. The writing is very delicate, and every character is very real and not fake. Although it looks like a heroic novel, the actual style is a more realistic youth pain novel. Every emotional line is handled appropriately and not exaggeratedly. The heroine is not raising fish or having a harem, and has an almost paranoid view of love for one person for a lifetime. It's a pity that she has no connection with Yu Shi. Yu Shi is actually a pretty good person, although many book friends are scolding him. Yu Shi looked at the dissolute love of freedom, but in fact he was very sincere in his heart, and he also gave his sincerity to Du Qinghuan. It's just that two young souls don't know how to love and persist. Sun Luyang's model is the crush most girls dream of. She has an ascetic face, a bronze figure with eight-pack abs, and is 1.88 Meters tall. She wears a pair of ascetic glasses. Wow, wow, wow~ coupled with the subwoofer's phrase "Xiao Qinghuan, come here--", it fascinates me! He is cold and stern towards others, but restrained, gentle and affectionate towards the heroine. Du Qinghuan, Du Qinghuan, I really envy you. There are so many handsome guys of different types surrounding you, tsk tsk tsk... Please update soon. I want to see the ending as soon as possible. Can you give everyone a good ending? I'm afraid of knives

"Halfway" is set on a campus in the millennium and outlines a youth epic full of sourness and pain. The heroine Du Qinghuan is cold and sickly, but she becomes the center of everyone's attention. In the entanglement of multiple competing relationships such as the domineering squad leader, crazy classmate, and handsome school boy, she shows an undercurrent of emotions about redemption and possession. The author "Get Me" uses delicate brushstrokes to depict the pull and struggle between the characters, and the non-brainless and refreshing setting makes it more real and moving. Labels such as "double secret love", "white moonlight" and "double personality" in the book imply the complex dimensions of emotion and personality, making people ponder: Is the essence of love healing, or another form of destruction? This book is suitable for readers who prefer emotional depth and period nostalgia to read quietly at night.

This is the kind of story that will take your breath away for a long time after reading it. It does not write about the kind of suspended youth, but about the real days with the unique dampness and roughness of small counties in the 1990s. The life of the protagonist Du Qinghuan has been full of "brokenness" since birth: congenital heart disease, violent family, being bullied at school, and the shadow of being bullied by her stepbrother... She is like a grass growing in the cracks of rocks. She looks weak, but she grows thorns and her own tenacity through repeated struggles. The people around her also had a "crazy" background. Some wanted to pull her into the deep sea and drown, while others tried desperately to pull her out of the mud. There are no perfect characters in the story, and it is not a black and white human nature. It is more about the pull of pure love on campus, a deep analysis of human nature and mutual consumption, mutual redemption, and even undercurrents of murder, depression and dual personality. When reading, I will sink along with her emotions, sweating for her heartbeat and rebirth, and also heart-wrenching for her experiences and brokenness. The author's writing is very restrained and does not deliberately show off the misfortune, but the inferiority complex, stubbornness and desire for warmth hidden in the bones are particularly poignant. What she writes is not a happy heroine, but a girl who stumbles with injuries and makes her own way. This is not a light-hearted campus novel, but it is real enough and powerful enough that after reading it, people can't help but think that the most touching thing in youth is never the perfect ending, but that she still chooses to move forward despite knowing that the road ahead is difficult.

I feel like I am reading an ancient novel, and it reminds me of The River of Sadness I read when I was a kid. I also grew up reading youth pain literature! However, Da Da's writing style is more soft and gentle, and the plot does not forcefully sell misery or deliberately depict sadism. It is a trickle of real, delicate and poignant feeling. There are a lot of youthful elements of the post-90s generation in the article, and it has a sense of the times. It can be seen that most of them are really those born in the 90s. I originally read this article for nostalgia, but I was surprised by its connotation and profoundness. I don't have much ink, and I can't say anything fancy, hehe~ Anyway, I dare to write it, revealing some social truths, and the heroine has depression and that dual personality. Every time her second personality comes out, I get chills on my back, but it's so touching! The setting of Xiong Jing and the heartthrob is also very interesting. I have read a lot of Xiongjing and heartthrob group favorites, but I have never seen anything like this. It is very novel and unique. It seems to be a story about one boy after another falling in love with Du Qinghuan and stalking her, but it actually contains many profound thoughts. The heroine is quite miserable, she has a terrible native family (her father is quite annoying), she was bullied by that Ke Jin in her childhood... I think she finally fell in love with someone (named Yu Shi) when she was a student, and she was abandoned! That Yu Shi felt strange. He and the heroine were obviously in love, but he didn't know why he broke up with her as if he was possessed by a demon right after the college entrance examination? I really don't want to believe that Yu Shi is a scumbag, it's impossible to tell in the early stage! It made me angry and uncomfortable. Recently, the character named Zou Xin made a comeback. I really like this character. He is a very cheerful and healing boy. But it seems that Du Qinghuan is not interested in him, so I wonder how he and the heroine will be written about him later... Another character who really poked me is Shen Xiangyi. This girl is quite down-to-earth, not as depressed as the heroine. She is the heroine's best friend, surrounding her like a little sun. Even her love doesn't seem to be going very smoothly. Her official marriage, Chi Xu, is so drunk that she even engages in some kind of substitute literature! Please be merciful and don't put a knife on Shen Xiangyi. You must make her happy! The squad leader, Sun Luyang, is also kind. He always appears in time when the heroine is in trouble. In the words of the article, he is "like an unparalleled hero." Recently, the heroine repeated her studies, and Sun appeared again. He was the top student in college, so why did he repeat her studies? Every time he appears, he is confident and confident, but Du Qinghuan is a fool who doesn't like Zou Xin and doesn't like Sun Luyang, let alone that lunatic Jiang Yao. The character Jiang Yao is also very three-dimensional. He is very lively when he appears, and his interaction with Du Qinghuan is also very interesting. Later, he turns dark and is very criticized. The heroine slapped him in the face and did not wake him up. Instead, he got worse. In the end, it was the heroine's suicide that brought back his conscience and kindness. Although this man is crazy, he is not annoying. However, I still have a keen sense that Du Qinghuan's feelings for Zou Xin are quite special, and there are a lot of foreshadowings, so I boldly guess that the subsequent story should have some changes because of the character Zou Xin. Damn, are you sure that's the finale? ! You don't carry a knife like mine, do you? Zou Xin is so invincibly happy, how could you bear to give him such an ending! And Xiangyi, I burst into tears [cry][cry][cry][cry][cry][cry] You give me back Xiangyi [cry][cry][cry][cry][cry] It hurts, it hurts so much. I thought it was quite sweet in the front, but I didn't expect, I really didn't expect it to be so cruel in the back. I cried so much that I didn't sleep all night last night! Woohoo😭Don't tell me, Zou Xin's prototype really ended like this in real life, then I'll be emo again! ! Life is already hard enough, but you still abuse me. I really can't bear it anymore [crying] It's so hard for us to have sex together. I can no longer hear Zou Xin's giggles. Jiang Yao has also been bent over by reality. Xiangyi... Xiangyi, I am the most unhappy! I absolutely hate Wu Anan and Chi Xu to the core. The main character Huanhuan has such a sense of morality. Fortunately, there is a second personality to take action. Justice may be late but it will come! The second personality explodes!

I accidentally saw it in a book store last night. I was immediately attracted by the cover and title. I clicked on it and stayed up all night. I was so immersed in seeing it now that I couldn't help but stop and type out these words. The shock in my heart and the stasis in my throat were so severe that I couldn't continue reading without expressing them. Its writing, style, plot, characters, and conception are all of the highest quality, with no flaws at all. It is not a cookie-cutter youth darling on the market. It does not have brainless sweetness or deliberate romance. It is also not the kind of bloody novel that abuses for the sake of abuse and blindly piles up pain. It will not make you feel depressed and suffocated, but every word will poke at the softest place in your heart. Like what? Like the wind that passes through the forest in the late autumn afternoon, with a touch of coolness, but also wrapped in fine tenderness; like a cup of warm tea, which is plain at first taste, but full of mellowness and bitterness in the aftertaste. When you swallow it, there is a heavy feeling in your throat; it is also like an old time hidden in the years, unfolding slowly and unhurriedly, kneading the joy, struggle, regret and redemption of the characters bit by bit into the lines, so real that it seems to be happening before your eyes. You will follow the emotional ups and downs of the protagonists, be heartbroken by their forbearance, be moved by their struggles, be moved by the tenderness hidden in the details, and be sore by the regrets that cannot be controlled. It describes all the complexity and reality of youth, including perseverance in darkness, redemption in pain, human struggle, and the tenderness of time. After reading it, I was filled with heavy feelings that I couldn't get over for a long time. It is worth staying up no matter how long the night is to encounter such a book that touches my heart.

This book gives me the feeling that it is quite sad so far. The heroine's life gives people a dark, forbearing and broken feeling. It feels depressing and painful. At the same time, it reflects the darkness of human nature. The psychological activities of the heroine are very well written. Whether it is the harm caused by the original family or the various people and things encountered during the study period, it makes people feel more distressed. At the same time, she is lucky to have a mother and sister who love her, brother Heng, and friends. Especially Brother Heng, who shines like a beam of light into his life. Brother Heng's death is too heavy for the heroine. I hope that the heroine can live strong with her brother's love. The bad guys will eventually be punished, and the good guys cannot be easily defeated. No matter what she encounters, she must be strong. She, who has just turned 18, should welcome a beautiful life and should not let him endure such heartbreaking pain. I hope it can give the heroine a good ending! Whether it's love or friendship, I hope he can have it. Returning to reality really confirms that sentence. Unhappy childhood takes a lifetime to heal. Only those who have truly experienced it can understand. When I see a certain point, I feel that I sometimes have such an experience and thought. I burst into tears while watching it [crying]. I want to continue to follow up and see the heroine living a happy life!

When reading "Mid-level Crossing", it always feels like watching a moist and passionate youth movie. Du Qinghuan, described by the author, is a cold and broken heartthrob school beauty. With her sickly sensitivity and self-protection, she has become the end point of all the paranoia and tenderness of young people. The possessiveness of the overbearing class monitor, the morbid obsession with crazy classmates, the clumsy advances of the handsome school boy, and the stubborn waiting of the paranoid science boy. Every love has the unique youthfulness and loss of control of the millennium campus story, but they cannot avoid her redemption and sinking. The most poignant thing is the two-way secret love hidden behind Xiong Jing Shura Field. Those pulls with soreness and pain, those crazy words of "getting someone even if they don't get their heart", in the final analysis are all the clumsy and passionate rushes that young people make when they don't know how to love. It turns out that the most touching thing in youth is never perfect love, but the courage of someone who is willing to cut the thorns for her and pave the way forward even though she is broken. Looking forward to the perfect ending in the future, more updates are in progress...

Unlike other book lovers, I personally feel that what pricked me the most in this article was not the emotional pull between Xiong Jing and the heroine, but the author's particularly penetrating portrayal of the heroine's depression and dual personality. Du Qinghuan herself had a heart disease, and was trapped in a broken family, childhood shadows and youthful criticism. The long-term depression slowly bit her emotions, and depression took hold of her, trapping her in boundless depression and self-denial. Others only saw her as cold, weird, distant and withdrawn, but no one understood her late-night collapse and silent internal strife. What is even more worrying is her dual personality. The gentle, timid and kind-hearted person habitually tolerates and gives in, hiding all the grievances in her heart; the other personality is sharp and vicious, fighting back for her and protecting her fragile self. The two personalities are pulling back and forth, like two selves confronting and struggling in their hearts. There is no deliberate sensationalism or exaggerated settings. The author writes the psychological struggle, emotional breakdown, and the pull between personalities in a very realistic way. She is not a perfect heroine. She is struggling to move forward with her illness, heart knots and personality conflicts. She reconciles with herself bit by bit amidst interpersonal entanglements and youthful confusion, and carves out a way for herself in a life with nowhere to go. I haven't finished watching it yet. I hope the heroine Du Qinghuan can be happy in the finale and get real redemption. I will review it after watching it.

I finished reading most of it in one breath, and I felt so nervous. The character of Du Qinghuan is so poignantly written - not the kind of suspended and exaggerated campus beauty heartthrob, but a real sense of brokenness with depression and dual personality, like a white shirt that has withered in the summer of the millennium, it is obviously soft, but it makes people's hearts ache. The "heroic competition" between the male protagonists is not written as industrial saccharine. Sun Luyang is domineering but gentle and protective, Jiang Yao is crazy but childish and sincere, dissolute but affectionate and devoted, Fang Minwei is humble but sinister and stubborn, Zou Xin is bright and healed by the sun, and Liu Yu's morbid surrender are all for her brokenness, none of them are for the "perfect school beauty". The most rare thing is that the author did not give her a golden finger. Her pain is real, and the sharpness and alienation when surrounded by boys, as well as the despair hidden in the jokes, are all written with restraint. There is no forced redemption, and there is no cheap sweetness, just a group of teenagers (Liu Yu is not counted, Liu Yu is more pathological) surrounding a flower that is about to wither, each in his own way, clumsily and paranoidly trying to pull her up and irrigate the dryness in her bones. This is what youth pain writing should be like, no nonsense, no clichés, melancholy writing with a hint of pain and a hint of stubbornness and longevity. The most controversial thing about this book is the character Yu Shi. Many book friends say that he was in love with the heroine in high school and fell in love with her to death. Why did he break up so unexpectedly as soon as the college entrance examination was over? Just because the heroine chose to repeat the college entrance examination after the college entrance examination, he is going to college? I read the chapters about the breakup very carefully. The author actually described it very delicately, restrainedly and realistically. In our real life, campus lovers often break up without so many bloody reasons. On the contrary, I feel that the plot point of the breakup is very realistic. Most of the campus lovers I see around me choose different choices and then part ways. After all, there is not so much Qiong Yao-style love in life. It is true that Yu Shi fell in love with the heroine in high school, and it is also true that he broke up with her after the college entrance examination. He is a realistic and contradictory person, longing for pure love, but also afraid that he will not be able to bear too many and heavy things. The love given by the heroine was too heavy and heavy. He could bear it at first, but later he gradually became exhausted. After all, he was only a boy of seventeen or eighteen years old. Not only the portrayal of Shi Shi, the author also portrays each character in the group portrait very deeply and realistically. Human nature is complex and multifaceted. I can accept this way of writing, it is more realistic. I admire the author very much on this point. I can see that she has quite a lot of life experience and is good at understanding people's hearts and thinking about human nature. However, when the water is full, it will overflow. I often feel that the reason why the author's Du Qinghuan is too painful is that he thinks too much and has too much internal friction. The only one living in Utopia is the heroine Du Qinghuan. She is painful and contradictory, depressed and crazy, but she longs for pure white flowers to bloom in the black mire. She placed the purest and most eternal fantasies and expectations on Sui, but unfortunately things went counter to her wishes, and she was once again deeply hurt by the reality of human nature. The update hasn't been completed yet, so I don't know if Yu Shi will appear in the future, or if Zou Xin can become that little white flower that really blooms in her black mire and sways in the wind. Everything is unknown, and this sense of anticipation is always just right. I can't help but wonder what will be written in the next chapter.

This is a large-scale diary style novel. I always thought that the diary style was like keeping a running account, but when I read it, I realized that it was not the case. Although it is in the form of a diary, it is not verbose, the plots are interlocking, and the emotions are very delicate, making it easy for me to relate to it. Du Qinghuan's diary is her only safe house. She was born with a congenital heart disease, her father was in jail when she was three years old, she was left in the care of others when she was five years old, she was bullied at six years old, she was bullied in school at nine years old, she was domestically abused at fifteen years old, and suffered setbacks in her college entrance examination and relationship at nineteen years old... She gradually fell into depression and a dual personality that was difficult to escape. On the high school campus of this small county town, she traveled between undercurrents and glimmers of light, and met a group of people, including suitors, teenagers she liked, good friends, mentors, and lunatics. Some people stretched out their hands to pull her out of the shadows, some were pushing her in the dark, and some wanted to drag her into the abyss. She smiled, held on to her life, and opened her own way. Crossing people? Cross yourself first. Halfway up the mountain, there is no shore on the other side - "Only after she walks over can you discuss the ending." The author uses the first person, a unique and novel diary-style semi-autobiographical form, to write down Du Qinghuan's joy and sorrow, crime and punishment, hate and forgiveness. He also writes down how she was pushed halfway up the mountain step by step between madness and sanity, and how she achieved self-salvation step by step. Transition may not be liberation, but continuing to move forward with all the weight. As I write this, my heart cannot calm down for a long time. Five-star praise! The intention is very high! We can't let such a good article be buried.

It was a youthful campus in a small county town in the Qian Jubilee Year that had no smartphones and relied on MP3, passing notes, killing mate, and the mentality of the post-90s generation. But Du Qinghuan, the heart-throb school beauty, has been in trouble since she was born. She had a heart disease at birth, a father who abused her after being released from prison, a weak mother who remarried, a stepbrother who bullied her, and the shadow of childhood bullying in school... She entered this high school with the halo of school beauty. , Met a group of lunatics or idiots: crazy criticizing Jiang Yao, overbearing Sun Luyang and weak Fang Minwei, wet Liu Yu, crazy and arrogant Yu Shi, white moonlight Zou Xin... Some of them wanted to drag her into the abyss, some wanted to possess her crazily, and some wanted to save her from fire and water. But Du Qinghuan has long been broken, suffering from depression and dual personality, and was also involved in a mysterious murder case. This redemption is not easy. I stayed up late to catch up on the latest chapter, and the whole process was scary and heart-wrenching. It's been a long time since I've seen a story with such rich layers and three-dimensional characters. Every character is vivid and heart-wrenching. Author update soon! It's so over the top that I can't get enough of it. It's the first time I've written such a long book review. I sincerely recommend it. I definitely won't lose money if I invest in it!

This is a delicate and heart-wrenching youth coming-of-age story. The pain, stubbornness and tenderness of the young girl Du Qinghuan are described in the first person in a very real way. The heroine grew up with congenital heart disease and scars. At a sensitive and low-self-esteem age, she hid a broken family and unspeakable pain, but she also quietly met a young man who illuminated her and a righteous friend. The story does not have a thrilling feel, but is filled with the most real chaos of adolescence: the cautious heartbeat, the inferiority complex hidden deep in the heart, the pull with family members, and the desire for warmth. Every paragraph is like looking at the past self. The writing is gentle and powerful, the pain is restrained and the beauty is moving. There may be no shore on the other side, but she has been paving the way for herself, from being forbearing to being brave, from darkness to light.

I stayed up late to finish this book and I really had a deep feeling. / The author writes in a writing style that is both affectionate and sweet. There is an affectionate glance when they meet, various tastes of first love, and long-term choices and heartache. After reading deeply, the tears gradually increased as the characters came to life. When I read it, I couldn't tell whether it was written in large capitals, but I still felt full of sourness. This campus article is really beautiful [I almost cried] [I almost cried]

It's a good book to read, and you can tell from the beginning that it may be a personal experience, so I unconsciously put myself into it later. Wow, this feeling is really amazing. When you are happy, you are happy, and when you are sad, you are also very sad. It's really worth recommending to check it out. Come and support this project! I won't lose money if I invest in the shares. It's too good. I'll just tie it up.

It's not the heroic novel about group favorites and heartthrobs that I imagined, nor is it brainless and refreshing. It's more like a youthful pain and sour novel with a layer of heroic shell inside. The writing is beautiful and poetic. It can be seen that the author has strong writing skills and the story is told in a eloquent, delicate, true and natural way. This kind of work should not be called Internet literature, but should be called literature, fine literature, a literary work with a strong bookish flavor. This is my true feeling after reading the latest chapter. More than once, I was shocked by the style and writing style of the book. It is the beauty of melancholic poetry, the vigorous and tenacious vitality, and the restrained and gentle luster, like a pearl covered with dust. It's a pity that not many people can discover this dusty pearl. I don't think many people read this article. Maybe in the impetuous world of online literature, not many people can read this book quietly like a cup of tea. Or maybe youth pain literature, a bit sour and astringent, may not have a large audience here. But I still don't want this article to be like a book locked and covered with dust in a library, no one cares about it. Good works should not be treated like this. I hope that more and more people like me who still have expectations for traditional literature will see this Oriental Pearl.

Ahhhhhh, the author is so good at writing about pure love. There is not a single kiss, but he writes about the youthful tug and pull on campus which makes me feel itchy all over! ! In the early stage, it was a very sweet campus article, but later on, I started to show off my knives. After laughing, I started to cry. Woohoo~ I feel so sorry for my Qinghuan Baozi. These past few chapters have been so exciting again, haha, Du Qinghuan finally got hard! Once the second personality comes out, it is invincible! Trample under your feet all those who once bullied you! Du Qinghuan! When you first get up, the whole world will give in to you!

I read the latest chapter in one breath and felt that the title of the book was beautifully chosen by the author. A school beauty with dual personality who is depressed and sick, struggles, sinks, and saves herself in love and hate. There is no shore on the other side, but she is the shore. The article is a mixture of sweetness and abuse with depth, and it will take you a long time to read it. Without true feelings, it would be difficult to write with such depth. Continue to follow up and support the author.

This book is very exciting. It tells the story of Du Qinghuan, a young girl who slowly healed herself from low self-esteem and stubbornness and moved forward bravely amidst the hardships of illness, family, and growth. The writing is delicate and gentle, restoring the youthful thoughts and human tenderness in the old days. It records the complete process of an ordinary girl growing up and making a way for herself in an imperfect situation. Highly recommended!

I feel so sorry for Du Qinghuan, I feel helpless as I watch her fall into the hell of depression and dual personality. There are no poisonous points or flaws. The advancement of the storyline and the portrayal of the characters are all interlocked and completed in one go. It's really nice. I think the rating is a bit low. Maybe it's new. It's a rare good book that's unconventional.

After reading this book, I was deeply moved. The writing is simple yet powerful. There is no fancy rhetoric, but the real content directly touches people's hearts. The book describes all aspects of life and philosophy of life. It contains both reality and hope, and readers of all ages can find resonance in it. It not only brings spiritual comfort, but also teaches people to face difficulties, settle their hearts, recognize the essence of life and still love life. Reading it carefully can not only broaden your horizons and enrich your thoughts, but also make people lose their impetuousness and learn to think, and keep their true heart in the impetuous era. It is a high-quality masterpiece that is worth reading repeatedly and heals the body and mind. After reading it, you will benefit a lot and have endless aftertaste.

This semi-autobiographical youth pain novel is adapted from 70% of the author's true experiences. It is no exaggeration to say that it will definitely become a god among campus novels! It is generally difficult for first-person writers to write so well, but this author uses the most delicate brushstrokes, the boldest writing style, and the most layered language to tell stories one after another that are either touching or tear-jerking, straightforwardly and profoundly revealing the darkness, complexity, and multifaceted nature of human nature. The author is so brave and brave to write! Friends who like to look at reality and can accept the dark side, go and watch it!

If you are tired of the same old campus sweethearts, you must watch "Mid-Levels Crossing". Du Qinghuan, who is cold, sick and weak, becomes the protagonist of his hard life in the pull of a group of teenagers with different personalities. Crazy, domineering, paranoid, sinister, gentle... Everyone who is close to her has different purposes. Some want to drag her into the quagmire, some want to take her as their own, and some want to truly redeem her. Xiong Jing, Double Secret Love, White Moonlight, Above AUO, Redemption, Dual Personality, Depression, Light Suspense... It is full of elements but not cluttered at all. The background of the Millennium Campus has a nostalgic youth filter of the post-90s generation. The text is delicate but has a bone-chilling sense of reality. There is a knife hidden in the cookie, and the tension is full of tension. The more you read, the more you read, and you can't stop.

It's not the kind of heart-warming and brainless novel, but after reading it, you can really feel frightened and then feel a little aching in your heart. After all, it is youth pain literature, and the author writes it very well. Whether it is about youthful love on campus, friendship, or some family relationships, there are also inner changes of many characters, and there are also some complex descriptions of human nature, which are all amazing and exciting.

Although Du Qinghuan was scarred by the world, he still moved forward bravely. In front of you, you are making a living for yourself, but you still hold on to tenderness and want to hold an umbrella for others. This is synonymous with tenacity, and this is the most poignant heroism. This novel is very profound and suitable for people who are good at thinking.