I died seven times. Each time, it was a different way to die.
Lin Shen, a 32-year-old game producer, after a near-death experience, "other people's memories" began to appear in his mind. Those memories come from the same source - "myself" in a parallel world, leading to different destinies due to different choices.
There are painters who committed suicide due to depression, soldiers who died in the war, capitalist elites who have successful careers but are addicted to drugs, and... A serial killer.
But among the countless desperate "Is", there is one existence that is particularly different - her name is Lin Miao, and she is the female version of herself. She lives in the mirror and has been waiting for him for a long, long time. She said: "In all the world, the only thing I have not been able to be is your lover."
This is a forbidden love that spans time and space, as well as a terrifying journey of self-devourment. When the serial killer version of himself tries to take over his body, when a being from the "end of the world" wants to erase his existence, when the person he loves may be his hallucination or his salvation——
Lin Shen must answer a question: If all choices lead to pain, then what is the meaning of existence?
And the answer is hidden among countless "I's".
I would like to dedicate this book to everyone who has asked "what if..." Late at night.