Hate me for being infatuated and wrong, hate me for being blind-eyed, hate me for being blinded by love, hate me for pushing myself and the Nian family into a place of eternal destruction with my own hands.
I thought Yinzhen loved me,
I thought he protected me,
I thought the honor he gave me was sincere,
In the end, they were just taking advantage of my Nian family's military power, my family background, and my burning affection.
Huanyixiang is a chronic poison,
The queen is a poisonous snake hiding in the dark,
The Queen Mother is the executioner who presses every step of the way.
And the emperor whom I loved so much was the mastermind who personally pushed me into hell.
The Nian family is full of loyal men, and my father and brother died in battle, but I was plotted in the deep palace, my son's life was cut off, and I ended up dead.
If there is an afterlife...
If there is an afterlife, when I am Shilan, I will never be a beloved concubine who cares for me by mistake, or a chess piece at the mercy of others.
I want revenge,
I want to take charge,
I want to make all those who betray me, harm me, bully me, and humiliate me,
Blood debt must be paid with blood!
