I once treated short Chenxi as a stepping stone, all so I could get closer to my first love, Chaoyang. He knew my true intentions, yet he treated me with such tenderness, pampering me like a princess and giving me all his affection. In the sweetness, I slowly fell for him and forgot what I had wanted in the beginning. I thought he would be by my side for the rest of my life, but beside the red roses on Christmas Eve, I lost my light forever. The one I thought was my second choice had cherished me above all else, giving me his entire youth and even his life. And behind the sweetest displays of affection lay the most unforgettable regret. Some people, once lost, are gone for a lifetime.
