He personally pushed away the person who loved him most in the world.
The most cruel thing Lin Yian ever did was to break the maple leaf bracelet that she had stayed up late to weave seventeen beads in front of Shen Xinyu on that early autumn afternoon.
He said the ugliest things. He watched the light in her eyes extinguish little by little. He watched her turn and leave, her back as thin as a fallen leaf that could be blown away by the wind at any time.
He didn't tell her that he had just received a diagnosis report - congenital heart disease, terminal stage.
He thought that pushing her away was to protect her.
But fate will never be merciful because of a person's "thinking".
That fall, he broke her bracelet.
That fall, she gave him her heart.
Many years later, he finally understood that autumn.
It was late autumn when I finally understood it.