Two male protagonists | Main and passive | Cold on the outside and hot on the inside, older x paranoid and sensitive emotions | HE | First person | Deep sadomasochism | Growth | Redemption
Lightning Protection: The entire text is in the first person, with a lot of psychological monologues, realistic orientation, and a three-year age difference.
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I was "abandoned" by my mother twice, but I was picked up more than twice. Someone put a hand as cold as well water on my forehead at night, someone gently pressed it against my cheek in the cave, and someone tied a red rope around my wrist and his.
Later, he said: "If our hearts were exchanged, we would both die."
I stared at the red rope on my wrist, but I couldn't take a step back. Then I understood one thing, he was the only anchor in my barren and turbulent life.
So I wrote in blood on the stone wall: I think I fell in love with you.
But how can I speak? How to admit it? How come this feeling is described as a greenhouse in everyone's eyes?
I tried my best to fool myself. Deceiving yourself is just dependence, deceiving yourself is just the beginning of youth, but every heartbeat says: You can't deceive yourself.
