I was still young when I married into the East Palace. Others regard me as an insignificant person, as if I am ignorant. Later, the prince was deposed, sudden changes occurred in the family, and the situation suddenly arose. All the civil and military officials in the dynasty were crawling to survive, but he was the only one who always protected me behind him. It suddenly dawned on me that this vast country was already under his control. When I first entered the East Palace, I was still young and thin, but I had to wear complicated formal clothes. The moment I took off the red hijab, I saw him being restrained, in a state of embarrassment, with unwillingness in his eyes. Later I learned that he and the princes had drawn lots to decide their marriage, and whoever drew the worst lot would marry me.
