In a technical school in a small northern town, the kindergarten class is a mixed bag.
Qin Ye is a thorny person who doesn't hesitate to smoke and fight. He is rebellious and vows to die in the quagmire.
Su Nian is a cautious and good girl who uses turpentine to wash away the guilt in her heart.
When Qin Ye climbed through the window and stepped on the floor that Su Nian had just wiped, he also crushed her last line of defense.
From the suffocating confrontation in the corner of the piano room to the blurred colors on the drawing paper.
When the "tomboy" becomes serious, when the "good girl" is addicted to pain.
In this school where no one expects them, they are each other's only salvation and downfall.
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It has been updated to Chapter 16. To me, it is more like a long self-confession. The Su Nian and Qin Ye I wrote never existed for falling in love, they struggled to "live".
In this world that emphasizes "normality", Su Nian uses a perfect shell to wrap up the hollow in his heart, and Qin Ye uses a rebellious thorn to cover up the injury of inferiority. Every time they get close, it is not a romantic encounter, but a desperate attempt to salvage each other. I wrote about the confrontation on the floor of the piano room, the heartbreaking burning of the manuscript in front of the coal stove, and the warm baby who was finally warmed because I believe that even in the deepest quagmire, the glimmer of humanity is worth seeing.
This is not just a story about two girls, this is a love letter I wrote to all of you who are cautious on the edge of the rules and pretend to be normal. I hope you can all meet the person who dares to open your wounds in the sun.
Help! The tension in the three chapters updated so far is incredible! Although Sister Qinye has been bullying people, why do I think she is "seeking attention"? Biting hands and flicking cigarette ashes, isn't this what "a bad boy does only if he likes someone"!
Seeing Su Nian endure it obediently, not even willing to wipe off the cigarette ashes, I got goosebumps! This feeling of "I really want to resist but I can't help but get closer" is simply sweeter (crossed out) and more touching than a straight confession! Although he is very yandere, I love watching it. Let's lock these two up and throw away the key!
This is not a campus novel. It is clearly two broken souls fighting and stitching together. Su Nian used "perfection" to disguise the emptiness in his heart, and Qin Ye used "rebellion" to hide the scars of inferiority. From the confrontation on the floor of the piano room to the burning of manuscripts in front of the coal stove in the studio, every exchange of glances carries a sense of piercing pain. The author is very good at writing about the pull of "wanting to get close but not daring". Every time Qin Ye pushes away, he is afraid that he is not worthy of Su Nian's light; every time Su Nian holds back, it is a morbid desire for freedom. This is not just emotion, this is a bloody rose blooming in the quagmire. It hurts so much that it makes people suffocate, but it is so beautiful that people can't take their eyes away~
This is by no means a frivolous love, but a desperate mutual rescue in the quagmire. Under Su Nian's seemingly glamorous "model student" shell is self-destruction that is about to collapse; inside Qin Ye's seemingly hard "thorny" body is a bottomless abyss of inferiority. Every time they get close, it's not for falling in love, but for survival. From the confrontation on the piano room floor to the heartbreaking burning of manuscripts in front of the coal stove, they confirmed each other's existence with pain. This is not a sand sculpture campus novel, this is an epic story of two broken souls carving a way out for each other in a bloody way on the ruins. This two-way rush of "you have to live to show me" is so heartbreaking.
I read 16 chapters in one go. The details in this book are so amazing! From "Qin Ye" written in invisible ink on Su Nian's sleeve to "Nian" engraved on the inside of Qin Ye's tail ring, this kind of secret that only they understand makes people's hearts tremble. The plot is not sloppy, but full of conflict: tearing up paintings, burning manuscripts, standing guard on snowy nights... Everything pushes the two people into the abyss, but they hug each other tightly at the bottom of the abyss. Especially the warm baby in Chapter 16 is simply a glimmer of despair. The author's grasp of the character's psychology is very accurate. Qin Ye's coldness on the outside and hotness on the inside and Su Nian's outburst of forbearance are all brought to life. This setting of "all the villains but they love each other" is so poignant.
Woohoo, this pair is so delicious! Although the torture process made my heart ache, this kind of tension of "we obviously like each other but are so stubborn" is so awesome! Qin Ye, a model of integrity, said the harshest words, but his body honestly protected Su Nian. Su Nian looked like a good girl, and the crazy love in her heart was so touching! From getting together under the piano bench to looking at each other in front of the coal stove, every physical contact made me, a CP fan, scream like crazy. Although we are still torturing each other now, I see hope! Especially that warm baby, it shows that Qin Ye has begun to soften! Please update! Hurry up and let them break through the obstacles and be together!
What moved me most about this novel was its profound analysis of the trauma of the original family. Su Nian's "pleasing personality" and Qin Ye's "avoidant attachment" collided fiercely in the micro society of the technical school. Every conflict they have is essentially a reflection of their original family: Su Nian is escaping from her mother's control, while Qin Ye is fighting against his father's violence. Their love is a game of self-help and redemption. The author does not avoid the dark side of their characters, but instead amplifies this darkness, allowing readers to see how two imperfect people fish each other out in the mire. This kind of realistic and cruel psychological description is more powerful than any fairy tale.
The author's writing style of this novel is unconventional, the design is novel, and the content is wonderful. The characters are vividly portrayed, the descriptions of the characters' images and inner world are vivid, and the creation of the scenes is so special that it makes you feel like you are there. It's very beautiful!
So far, it looks pretty good. I will review it later after reading it.
The character creation was very successful! Perfect! Supported
The author has great writing style, vivid language and beautiful vocabulary. It is worth recommending!
Big cheers for the author! The plot is brilliant!
Rare writing style, very skilled author, very deep character creation, and a huge story line
The content is wonderful, the structure is clear, the writing is smooth, and the logic is rigorous. It is a very good book!
Not bad, very good. I like this type of novel very much. The author is very attentive and portrays the characters very well. It is very comfortable to read.
The writing style is very sophisticated and comfortable to read. Come on, author!
It's a very good novel. It's my favorite type. The characters, characters, and personalities are all well expressed. It's really good.
The supporting characters are all vividly written, and everyone has their own little calculations and stories. It's so real!
The plot has ups and downs, and the process of two traumatized souls falling in love and killing each other is written very delicately, and the content is unique.
The writing style is very interesting, making daily conversations particularly interesting and filling the atmosphere! !
The writing is really good and the content is so interesting
The author's writing is good, and he controls every scene very well. It's very beautiful.
The author's writing is smooth, the plot is compact and unconventional.
It's very good, the plot is compact, and the more you watch it, the more you like it. I recommend it with five stars.
The novel outlines a gorgeous and colorful world, and every detail is full of imagination and creativity. I love it so much!
I have been reading books for more than ten years, and the rhythm of this one is my favorite. It is concise and brisk.
The content of the story is exciting and rich.
This is definitely the most treasured double-heroine Chun Ai novel I have discovered this year! The setting of redemption and destruction touched my heart. I recommend more sisters to watch it!
Very nice to watch, great storyline, not bad.
The plot has twists and turns. The more you read it, the more excited you become. It is a rare good book. I support it.
The plot is good, full of youthful atmosphere, and the pace is good, which suits me.
It has been updated to Chapter 16. To me, it is more like a long self-confession. The Su Nian and Qin Ye I wrote never existed for falling in love, they struggled to "live". In this world that emphasizes "normality", Su Nian uses a perfect shell to wrap up the hollow in his heart, and Qin Ye uses a rebellious thorn to cover up the injury of inferiority. Every time they get close, it is not a romantic encounter, but a desperate attempt to salvage each other. I wrote about the confrontation on the floor of the piano room, the heartbreaking burning of the manuscript in front of the coal stove, and the warm baby who was finally warmed because I believe that even in the deepest quagmire, the glimmer of humanity is worth seeing. This is not just a story about two girls, this is a love letter I wrote to all of you who are cautious on the edge of the rules and pretend to be normal. I hope you can all meet the person who dares to open your wounds in the sun.
Help! The tension in the three chapters updated so far is incredible! Although Sister Qinye has been bullying people, why do I think she is "seeking attention"? Biting hands and flicking cigarette ashes, isn't this what "a bad boy does only if he likes someone"! Seeing Su Nian endure it obediently, not even willing to wipe off the cigarette ashes, I got goosebumps! This feeling of "I really want to resist but I can't help but get closer" is simply sweeter (crossed out) and more touching than a straight confession! Although he is very yandere, I love watching it. Let's lock these two up and throw away the key! This is not a campus novel. It is clearly two broken souls fighting and stitching together. Su Nian used "perfection" to disguise the emptiness in his heart, and Qin Ye used "rebellion" to hide the scars of inferiority. From the confrontation on the floor of the piano room to the burning of manuscripts in front of the coal stove in the studio, every exchange of glances carries a sense of piercing pain. The author is very good at writing about the pull of "wanting to get close but not daring". Every time Qin Ye pushes away, he is afraid that he is not worthy of Su Nian's light; every time Su Nian holds back, it is a morbid desire for freedom. This is not just emotion, this is a bloody rose blooming in the quagmire. It hurts so much that it makes people suffocate, but it is so beautiful that people can't take their eyes away~
This is by no means a frivolous love, but a desperate mutual rescue in the quagmire. Under Su Nian's seemingly glamorous "model student" shell is self-destruction that is about to collapse; inside Qin Ye's seemingly hard "thorny" body is a bottomless abyss of inferiority. Every time they get close, it's not for falling in love, but for survival. From the confrontation on the piano room floor to the heartbreaking burning of manuscripts in front of the coal stove, they confirmed each other's existence with pain. This is not a sand sculpture campus novel, this is an epic story of two broken souls carving a way out for each other in a bloody way on the ruins. This two-way rush of "you have to live to show me" is so heartbreaking.
I read 16 chapters in one go. The details in this book are so amazing! From "Qin Ye" written in invisible ink on Su Nian's sleeve to "Nian" engraved on the inside of Qin Ye's tail ring, this kind of secret that only they understand makes people's hearts tremble. The plot is not sloppy, but full of conflict: tearing up paintings, burning manuscripts, standing guard on snowy nights... Everything pushes the two people into the abyss, but they hug each other tightly at the bottom of the abyss. Especially the warm baby in Chapter 16 is simply a glimmer of despair. The author's grasp of the character's psychology is very accurate. Qin Ye's coldness on the outside and hotness on the inside and Su Nian's outburst of forbearance are all brought to life. This setting of "all the villains but they love each other" is so poignant.
Woohoo, this pair is so delicious! Although the torture process made my heart ache, this kind of tension of "we obviously like each other but are so stubborn" is so awesome! Qin Ye, a model of integrity, said the harshest words, but his body honestly protected Su Nian. Su Nian looked like a good girl, and the crazy love in her heart was so touching! From getting together under the piano bench to looking at each other in front of the coal stove, every physical contact made me, a CP fan, scream like crazy. Although we are still torturing each other now, I see hope! Especially that warm baby, it shows that Qin Ye has begun to soften! Please update! Hurry up and let them break through the obstacles and be together!
What moved me most about this novel was its profound analysis of the trauma of the original family. Su Nian's "pleasing personality" and Qin Ye's "avoidant attachment" collided fiercely in the micro society of the technical school. Every conflict they have is essentially a reflection of their original family: Su Nian is escaping from her mother's control, while Qin Ye is fighting against his father's violence. Their love is a game of self-help and redemption. The author does not avoid the dark side of their characters, but instead amplifies this darkness, allowing readers to see how two imperfect people fish each other out in the mire. This kind of realistic and cruel psychological description is more powerful than any fairy tale.
The author's writing style of this novel is unconventional, the design is novel, and the content is wonderful. The characters are vividly portrayed, the descriptions of the characters' images and inner world are vivid, and the creation of the scenes is so special that it makes you feel like you are there. It's very beautiful!
So far, it looks pretty good. I will review it later after reading it.
The character creation was very successful! Perfect! Supported
The author has great writing style, vivid language and beautiful vocabulary. It is worth recommending!
Big cheers for the author! The plot is brilliant!
Rare writing style, very skilled author, very deep character creation, and a huge story line
The content is wonderful, the structure is clear, the writing is smooth, and the logic is rigorous. It is a very good book!
Not bad, very good. I like this type of novel very much. The author is very attentive and portrays the characters very well. It is very comfortable to read.
The writing style is very sophisticated and comfortable to read. Come on, author!
It's a very good novel. It's my favorite type. The characters, characters, and personalities are all well expressed. It's really good.
The supporting characters are all vividly written, and everyone has their own little calculations and stories. It's so real!
The plot has ups and downs, and the process of two traumatized souls falling in love and killing each other is written very delicately, and the content is unique.
The writing style is very interesting, making daily conversations particularly interesting and filling the atmosphere! !
The writing is really good and the content is so interesting
The author's writing is good, and he controls every scene very well. It's very beautiful.
The author's writing is smooth, the plot is compact and unconventional.
It's very good, the plot is compact, and the more you watch it, the more you like it. I recommend it with five stars.
The novel outlines a gorgeous and colorful world, and every detail is full of imagination and creativity. I love it so much!
I have been reading books for more than ten years, and the rhythm of this one is my favorite. It is concise and brisk.
The content of the story is exciting and rich.
This is definitely the most treasured double-heroine Chun Ai novel I have discovered this year! The setting of redemption and destruction touched my heart. I recommend more sisters to watch it!
Very nice to watch, great storyline, not bad.
The plot has twists and turns. The more you read it, the more excited you become. It is a rare good book. I support it.
The plot is good, full of youthful atmosphere, and the pace is good, which suits me.