I Committed Suicide in the World of the Three Kingdoms

After being hunted by something unspeakable, Siyuan was trapped in a Three Kingdoms game. Here, iron and blood are real, as are hunger and bones. He became a lonely soul, and the only thing he could do was to possess the body that had just cooled down on the battlefield. Ruined soldiers, county soldiers, unknown small schools, bandits, and even a hen that was about to become dinner... He was "resurrected" from the humblest dust, struggling in the gaps between famine, plague and military fronts. Famous generals are like stars, but they are far away in the horizon; history is like a torrent, but they are just a mayfly drifting with the tide. He borrowed countless eyes to look at this world: the numbness in the eyes of the woman who gave up her child to eat, the soldier's last roar before breaking his sword, and the glint of the sword under the nobles' banquet. He thought this might be a real Three Kingdoms, so he cautiously explored to find out the truth. Until he saw the "immortal" ascending during the day, the strange beast that spoke human words, the resurrected Xiang Yu, and the truth behind Wang Mang's destruction... This place is purgatory and also his Shura dojo. When the iron hooves of war crushed the bones thousands of miles away, when the sleeves of the immortals brushed against the fate of the mortal world, when the shadows of alien beasts shrouded the city... He walked on the road paved by countless "deaths", from the lower reaches of the long river of history, upstream. Finally, he stood at the end of the chess game called "Imperial Hegemony", cleared away all the fog, and got a glimpse of the most terrifying background of this strange world - It turns out that this is never the starting point, let alone the end. The so-called reality may be just another... Higher-dimensional "game". And he just wanted to ask one question in this endless reincarnation: "Who am I? What is the world?" Note: This is a long and slow article without a system.