My Remaining Years, Given to Ran

A car accident takes Shen Tingran's life. It isn't until Lin Yu sorts through his belongings that he finds the diary in which Shen had hidden his feelings for ten years.

Seven years ago, Lin Yu made an offhand request and dragged Shen Tingran into pretending to be a couple to ward off admirers. He thought it was just a bit of fun between friends.

He took all of Shen Tingran's patience and tenderness for granted, never realizing that Shen had never been pretending.

Raised in a cold, oppressive family, the lonely and insecure boy saw Lin Yu as his only light. He carefully buried his feelings, afraid that if he confessed, they couldn't even remain friends.

It wasn't until death parted them that unbearable regret swallowed Lin Yu whole.

When he opens his eyes again, he has returned to ten years earlier, just as Shen Tingran transfers to his school for the first time.

In his previous life, Lin Yu owed the boy everything. In this life, he doesn't want to be just friends, and he won't pretend.

Lin Yu stops Shen Tingran in front of everyone, his gaze burning. "Hey, sit next to me. I want to pursue you."

But the boy, covered in scars and guarded on every side, coolly turns him down. "I don't like guys."

Reborn, a devoted, obsessive top × a sensitive, lonely, guarded bottom.

Lin Yu will break through every barrier. All he wants is to spend the rest of his life easing Shen Tingran's loneliness and hurt.