Two male protagonists × sadistic novel
Muyu Muyu will eventually drown in the rain, and the clear sky is a foreign country.
I once thought that Xiang Qing was the sunshine that caught me off guard in my gray life.
The orange soda he handed me, the kiss he placed on my ear, his words "Let's be together" - I naively thought that love could withstand everything. Until his mother pushed the secretly taken photos in front of me, until he held my hand and said "separate for now," until the car driving to the suburbs became a prison car leading to hell.
In the training center, they called me "741." Electric shock, hypnosis, and the touch of plastic gloves in Director Wang's "special treatment room" every Tuesday and Thursday. They said they wanted to cure my "disease". I learned to look at the cracks in the ceiling and imagine myself as dust.
What supported me were the four people outside who tried their best to save me. Then, my sister had a car accident, my best friend overdosed, my mentor jumped off a building, and my psychiatrist fell to his death. My world is getting darker one after another.
The last bit of light was his engaged smiling face on the TV news.
I was "cured" and released as a wandering ghost. And he started a new, normal life under the sun.
Now, I'm standing on the edge of this rooftop. It was very windy.
In this world, some love is just complete destruction in the name of redemption.
I hope I won't meet you again in my next life
My name is Xiang Yu. I met a person and my life changed. I would observe him. When he bit the cap of his pen, he looked like a rabbit. When knocking on the table, it's like counting my own heartbeats. When he was in a daze, his whole body was empty and nothing could be filled. I want to fill him up, with light, with sound, with me
