Help! My Voice Was Broadcast Live by the Whole School

I was beaten at the beginning. On the outside, I was calm and pretended to be a coward, but on the inside, I was making crazy comments and making complaints to the sky! The whole master listened to my thoughts and laughed until they couldn't practice. The system forced me to redeem my senior brothers and sisters, but I seriously used hot memes to survive. Until one day I was shocked to realize: The book is fake, the script is fake, the system... Is also fake. The memory is unblocked and mind reading disappears. They still laugh at me, because I am the only one who remembers that the sect was destroyed and blood flowed like a river in the previous life. In this life, I act weak, pretend to be crazy, and act with a smile. When the world is destroyed, I will bear it all by myself. The whole world thinks I am a funny little junior sister, Only I know—— I'm here to change the deadlock. No CP·Shimenxiang·System·Threading books·Funny sand sculptures·No sword door.