You have to kill a child of luck every day, but you will not be held accountable at all, just because you are a shared NPC in N novels, referred to as P. You started reading e-books when you were 12 years old, and you saw that you were 28 years old. In all ancient plots, the protagonist will obtain various opportunities and props from you. When you first traveled through time, you were confused when you saw the first male protagonist. He asked Ximen to blow the lamp and was a hero in troubled times. That was the first novel you read, and it left a deep impression on you. Ximen blowing the lantern was accidentally injured by his enemy and fled to a small village. He was rescued by a scholar in the village and got a broken bowl that always contained porridge from the scholar's son.
