Jiang Wu in the mountain city had locked up her love for more than ten years, and also imprisoned his lifelong regret.
Shen Zhiyi loved Lu Yan, from Chui Gong to Daukou, her heart was full of eyes for this young man, but all he gave her was paranoid possession and bone-chilling torture.
Just because he suspected that she was having an affair with Li Chuan, he locked her in a river-view room by the river. Her name was written on the gold-plated real estate certificate, but it was a gold-plated cage; the red and purple hickeys on her neck were his demonstrations, and the scars left behind were carved into her bones and blood, and also chilled her sincerity.
He was born with an avoidant personality. He knew how to possess but not cherish, and knew how to hurt but not be gentle. His eyes were red when she cried, but he still turned his head and pushed her away with harsh words.
He thought that keeping people close to him would last for eternity, but he didn't know that people's hearts would become cold and their love would fade away.
When the girl who had loved him for more than ten years disappeared into the thick fog of the mountain city with all the beauty of her youth, Lu Yan finally understood that love was never a prison, and it was he who pushed away his whole world with his own hands.
From then on, he traveled all over the mountains and rivers to look for her, guarding the empty river house and cooking cool millet porridge, waiting for her under the old willow tree year after year, and remembering the lonely figure in the river mist every day.
In the end, there was only a tombstone with her name engraved on it, and a never-ending regret that he spent the rest of his life on.
"You know what you mean at a banquet, and we part ways in the end. I will regret it for the rest of my life, and there will be no time to return."
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He spent his whole life to atone for the sin of not being able to love.