Also known as: He Ying Shen Zhou
I stood at the beginning of the story and had already seen the broken ending. I wanted to reach out and grab something, but in the end I only caught my own shadow.
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I am not only a witness to the changes in the late Qing Dynasty, deeply involved in the strife in the back house of Baylor House and the ups and downs of the clan; I am also a sober bystander, carrying with me the fragments of later generations' memories, seeing clearly the inevitable collapse of the dynasty. However, I was assimilated by the times through repeated struggles, and finally became a night watchman on the "sinking ship".
