Lost between worlds. The "reality" I saw with my eyes was a land of carrion and tentacles, and it made me feel out of place. The "illusion" that my eyes see is an illusion of sunshine and order, which makes me bruised and bruised, but I am still greedy.
They say it's a blessing. I just think this is the saddest curse.
In the flesh and blood reality, I can't find a place. In the exquisite delusion, I could not recognize a human face. Kindness is the bait that quenches poison, and warmth is the prelude to preying.
"Mom... I can't tell... I can't go back..."
Tears flowed down slowly, but a gentle tentacle slowly floated away
I was pulled into an embrace—an embrace of squirming flesh and fishy-sweet slime.
The tentacles surrounding me were cold and slippery. But its movements were as clumsy as a mother hugging her child for the first time, so gently that it was almost frightening. It smoothed away all my tremors and fears in a way I couldn't understand. A chaotic and vast idea flowed directly into my soul and enveloped me gently:
"Don't be afraid."
In the center of this cursed, naked reality, beside this body that even I hate - it recognizes me. It accepted me. It loves me deeply in a way that transcends form.
The real box garden operates, and the false reality collapses.
And I stood in the middle, wrapped in the most twisted "truth" tenderness.
I finally understood: the blessing allowed me to see through the illusion; and the curse allowed me to still long for and find this unrecognizable way back after seeing everything clearly.
Here, the only reality,
I will always embrace you,
No matter what you become.
Reader comments
Woohoo... I'm currently in school, so I can only update one chapter a week, but don't worry, I will definitely fill it up, and I will try my best to figure out the plot in school to give everyone a better reading experience! Thank you for your support. If it is a long holiday, I will try to update it once a day (๑> <๑)
Sorry to all those who are busy studying! For two whole months, I was tightly tied to schoolwork and became a miserable scholar trapped in the classroom😭
I originally planned to use the spring break to fill in the plot, but unexpectedly, the spring break evaporated out of thin air, and all vacation plans were ruined. I went to class every day and couldn't squeeze out any time for fishing and typing. In my free time, I always miss Li Mo, who is seriously injured and hospitalized, Su Yan, who is trapped in a trap, and Fatty Wang, who is in a panic. The plot is stuck in half and has been put aside for two months. I am more frustrated and regretful than everyone who is following the plot.
We solemnly set the update flag: We will go all out during the short college entrance examination holiday to wrap up the current transition chapter, and complete the conspiracy in the lobby, the follow-up in the hospital, and the secret lines of the six-wing organization at once; when there is enough time during the summer vacation, we will directly launch the new second dungeon to dig deeper into the hidden settings of recalling disasters and knowing and seeing obstacles!
I won't continue to mess up the update, please be patient for a while!
The writing is very good, the story is very smooth, and there are not many doubts in the middle, which makes people feel comfortable to watch. I look forward to the subsequent chapters and hope the author will stick to it.
A very interesting setting, but there are too many descriptions and too little emphasis on the actual situation of the protagonist.
The description of emotions is quite good, but the protagonist has very few scenes. I feel that the protagonist is only used to transition the plot development, but I like the character of the protagonist very much. I hope the author can write more scenes for the protagonist.
After reading it, I think it's okay. Keep up the good work, author [blowing kiss]
Woohoo... I'm currently in school, so I can only update one chapter a week, but don't worry, I will definitely fill it up, and I will try my best to figure out the plot in school to give everyone a better reading experience! Thank you for your support. If it is a long holiday, I will try to update it once a day (๑> <๑) Sorry to all those who are busy studying! For two whole months, I was tightly tied to schoolwork and became a miserable scholar trapped in the classroom😭 I originally planned to use the spring break to fill in the plot, but unexpectedly, the spring break evaporated out of thin air, and all vacation plans were ruined. I went to class every day and couldn't squeeze out any time for fishing and typing. In my free time, I always miss Li Mo, who is seriously injured and hospitalized, Su Yan, who is trapped in a trap, and Fatty Wang, who is in a panic. The plot is stuck in half and has been put aside for two months. I am more frustrated and regretful than everyone who is following the plot. We solemnly set the update flag: We will go all out during the short college entrance examination holiday to wrap up the current transition chapter, and complete the conspiracy in the lobby, the follow-up in the hospital, and the secret lines of the six-wing organization at once; when there is enough time during the summer vacation, we will directly launch the new second dungeon to dig deeper into the hidden settings of recalling disasters and knowing and seeing obstacles! I won't continue to mess up the update, please be patient for a while!
The writing is very good, the story is very smooth, and there are not many doubts in the middle, which makes people feel comfortable to watch. I look forward to the subsequent chapters and hope the author will stick to it.
A very interesting setting, but there are too many descriptions and too little emphasis on the actual situation of the protagonist.
The description of emotions is quite good, but the protagonist has very few scenes. I feel that the protagonist is only used to transition the plot development, but I like the character of the protagonist very much. I hope the author can write more scenes for the protagonist.
After reading it, I think it's okay. Keep up the good work, author [blowing kiss]