I Can't Keep My Youth

I was studying Chinese in college. On the first day of registration, I accidentally entered the music department. I met Tang Ya, the president of the student union, by accident, and started a heart-breaking youth. This girl, who is both a fellow villager and a senior sister, is like a beam of hot light. She not only taught me about love and desire, but also helped me transform from an ignorant boy into a man who can bear the weight of fate. Our love completed each other's growth in the blending of spirit and body, but it ended abruptly at the hottest moment. Another girl named Chen Sisi, she and I were called the "golden girls" of the Chinese Department when we were freshmen. She always stayed quietly behind me. She understood that the true meaning of love is perfection, and even if there were disturbances in her heart, she never disturbed the perfection of others. When an irreparable change occurred between Tang Ya and me, Chen Sisi finally came to my side, and we agreed to use a ride to Tibet to fulfill our dreams and heal the pain. However, the sudden disaster stopped this journey forever. After many years, I lament that youth is fleeting. These two girls have taught me to love and be loved both spiritually and physically. I hope they are well in that world! It's all because of you that I can love life so much now! Thanks!