35 Years old, 10 postgraduate entrance examinations, 5 provincial examinations, 2 national examinations, 5 public institution examinations, and 1 state-owned enterprise examination - this is not a glorious achievement, but a "mark of failure" engraved on my life resume.
Today, I am huddled in a cubicle in a state-owned enterprise, earning a stable salary of 3,300 yuan, and living a life of "stable poverty." He has no background, no connections, is dull and stupid, and has no desire to change, but he always regrets it late at night and struggles repeatedly during the day.
With the mortgage and car loan on his shoulders, the care of his parents and children, and the embarrassment and anxiety of a middle-aged man, every trace of it is revealed in this diary. Delete games, stop using mobile phones, force yourself to exercise, and pick up books for the public examination... This is not a counterattack and a cool article, but a self-confession of a loser, a clumsy and stubborn middle-aged breakout battle.
[Broken Thoughts] A record of pure and true feelings. The original intention is just for daily reflection and forcing myself to make progress. This is my first time writing a novel, so I welcome all readers to complain and see if I can play this bad card in a different way!
