He goes back in time and becomes the "killer" of his own destiny. He built a place of judgment and inflicted the cruelest punishment on his young self - forcing him to go dark, making him despair, and turning the people he loved into test questions that he had to solve one by one. He thought that as long as he forged innocence into a monster, he could break his fate. He succeeded. When the last "enemy" fell, he stood in a pool of blood, thinking that he finally had the power to "change". He worked hard and planned for thousands of years just to forge his innocent self into a monster that could survive. He thought that he was the god of his past destiny. Until his script comes to a perfect conclusion. Until he thought that he finally changed the damn ending. A gorgeous "sweet dream" was shattered inch by inch before his eyes. The King of Hell put down his pen and said softly: "No. 10658275, Your 'Obsession Purification Test' is over." All the memories came back suddenly - there was no battlefield, no place of judgment, and no him in the past. Everything was just a grand illusion created by the underworld for his soul that was "too obsessed and unable to be reincarnated" after his death. The tens of millions of reincarnations he had experienced, the countless pains he had inflicted, and all the arrangements he thought were salvation... Were nothing but a long torture tailor-made for him. And the "young him" whom he tortured thousands of times was always just himself. It turns out that he never saved anyone. He just hurt himself over and over again with his own hands in the abyss called "regret".
He loves himself, but if his past self knew all this, how desperate he would be...
——"True and Fake Fool"