Wandering in the Heart

[Two male protagonists + campus crush + county literature + youth growth + BE] The sensitive and broken boy Yu Xin × the favored boy of heaven are wandering around. "I thought we were destined not to be destined, so I kept my love in my heart, just to keep this friendship and keep you." Yu Xin, a young man from a small county town, has a crush on the favored son of heaven. Youyi participated in many "firsts" for Yu Xin: the first time he took second place in the exam, just to be with Youyi; the first time he fell in love was when he met Youyi; the first fight was because Youyi said "if you are bullied, you have to fight back." From inferiority to self-confidence, from withdrawn to cheerful, from stubborn to self-consistent, Yu Xin's change begins with wandering gentleness. Yu Xin has been praying for him, and behind the floating kindness, there is a trace of selfishness towards him. However, in the closed small county town, Yu Xin did not have the courage to declare this love that was not tolerated in the world. That summer, there was a circuit fire, a kiss that was too late to avoid, a slap, and the next ten years without any intersection. Yu Xin thought this was the end. Until the world changes from landlines to mobile phones, and teenagers grow into young adults. He finally plucked up the courage to add his wandering WeChat message again, thinking about his opening remarks. At 0:00 a. M., The excitement of the Japanese Fireworks Festival was captured by mobile phone cameras, while new content popped up in the roving circle of friends. The timidity of youth, the lost sincerity, and the fireworks all over the sky finally collapsed into one sentence: It turns out that I missed you, it turns out that I never understood you.