In the past, those who were incomprehensible and despised living in debt believed that such behavior was tantamount to drinking poison to quench thirst, and was ultimately not a long-term solution. It is not advisable for Guy to try to maintain his dignity due to lack of money. Even if he is prosperous for a while, there will eventually be a day when he is in debt and becomes unsustainable.
However, things are changing, and when I look around, I see that many relatives and friends are in debt, but they are able to live a leisurely life: they buy new houses, buy luxury cars, have banquets and have fun, and they are not embarrassed by debts, but are a bit more nourishing. Seeing this scene, my heart gradually moved, and the persistence I had in the past melted quietly like ice meeting the warm sun.
Although he was ready to make a move, he thought that if he could not repay his debts and had no livelihood, why would he face his parents, wife and children? How to respond to inquiries from relatives and friends? The worries and fears follow me like a shadow, haunting my heart day and night, making me restless.
In the end, the yearning for a "nourishing life" outweighed the concerns. After several struggles, I finally took the step and borrowed money from others. When the money arrived, there was both a sense of relief and an apprehension about the uncertain future. Since then, Yu has been in debt, and it is hard to predict whether the road ahead will be smooth or quagmire.