Immortality Is Not My Wish, I Will Find You on My Way Back

[Two male protagonists x amnesia and assaulted for x years x past life master and apprentice x current life brothers x deep sadomasochistic love x secret love x micro group portrait] Jiang Wuci lived too long. It's been so long that I've forgotten who I am, where I came from, and why I'm alive. He is the chess player written by Tiandao. He can exchange the lives of all living beings, but he cannot exchange his own memory. After a hundred years of solitary travel, he only had a wordless book to accompany him in his search for the long-lost past. Until that day, he picked up a young man covered in injuries in the weeds. The young man was like an abandoned wolf cub, fierce and guarded, looking at everyone as an enemy. Jiang Wuci rescued the young man and named him Jiang Moxun. From then on, there was one more person on the road to memory. From the snowfield to the desert, from the mundane world to the fairy mountain, from a boy to a young man, from brothers to the heart that dare not be expressed. Jiang Wuci's memory was still broken, but every time he looked back, the boy was still there. ———————— "Brother." His voice was low but extremely serious, "Don't be afraid." He lowered his head and gave her a very light kiss, as gentle as coaxing a child. "I'll be very gentle." He said, his eyes so soft that they could drown people. "It won't hurt."