I know who I am, but I don't know where I am going.
I was born in Horqin, Mongolia, and when my baby name was called "Hailanzhu", I just thought it was a coincidence of fate. Under the care of my father and brother and the care of my aunt, I spent more than ten years in the grassland safely, until the carriage to Shengjing crushed all luck.
The palace walls of Shengjing are darker than the night on the grassland. Aunt Zhezhe's smile contained an imperceptible sigh, and my sister Bumubutai gently held my hand, but there was a deep meaning in her eyes that I couldn't understand. And that man - Tianming Khan of Hou Jin Dynasty, the future Emperor Taizong Huang Taiji of the Qing Dynasty. When his eyes fell on me for the first time, I heard the sound of the lock of fate closing.
"Yu'er? No, you are more like..."
At that moment, the memory fragments of the past life suddenly penetrated into my mind: Hai Lanzhu, Chen Fei, favored by the Sixth Palace, Zi Yao died, and the emperor's heart turned to ashes. The cold lines of history books have now turned into prophecies for my future life.
It turns out that I am not a daughter of the Borzigit family who happens to have the same name. I am the owner of Guanju Palace who appeared briefly in the cracks of history and died young.
But I don't want to accept my fate.
Armed with vague historical scripts and modern thinking, I clearly saw myself stepping into the known tragic trajectory. I knew that Huang Taiji's affection would be like a blazing fire, and I also knew that this love would place me in the center of the jealousy and political whirlpool of the harem. I know the child who will die young in the future, I know the footnote of my "sickness" in the history books, and I also know how the torrent of history behind me will carry my relatives and my family forward.
Reader comments
Is this a harem story or a story about saving the world and saving people? Are you so merciful? Why not just become a Holy Mother?
Is this a harem story or a story about saving the world and saving people? Are you so merciful? Why not just become a Holy Mother?
I didn't see the love in history