Yuan Xu's Daily Life

I often wonder, if Yuan Lang and Xu Sanduo could read this story, how would they react? Yuan Lang would squint his eyes, smile, tap his fingers on the table, and say for a long time: "The writing is okay, but he writes me too gently." Then he secretly collected the article and read it over and over again at night. Xu Sanduo would frown and finish reading carefully, then raise his head with that unique stubbornness in his eyes: "Captain, I'm not that stupid. But... Thank you." (Thought by myself!) You've written many times about Yuan Lang's fragility—the dark circles under his eyes, the scars from self-harm, the fluoxetine bottle. But what touched me was this sentence: "Xu Sanduo, you are wrong... This is not a plan, this is instinct." When he said this, his voice was as soft as telling a secret. At that moment he was not the commander, not the king of soldiers, not the omnipotent Yuan Lang. He is an ordinary person who has nothing to do with himself, a person who is driven into a corner by love and has no choice but to do anything. Xu Sanduo doesn't know how to turn around, cover up, or pretend. His love was just there, just like him. His growth is like wheat seedlings in the field, with a different self in each time period. Xu Sanduo did not grow up overnight. He does not need anyone's help. He is a poplar tree and a piece of steel. He always has himself. (This is my only self-feeling. But everyone is welcome to read this book.)

When reading this novel, I have to clear my mind. I can't even finish it after thinking about it for a while. It's so funny.

One of Yuan Xu's world lines. It's a pretty good novel to calm down and read. I give it an 8.2.

The ups and downs of growing up together

Great! Yuan Lang loves Xu Mumu so much😍😍

It's a great book. How can I say it? I read it over and over again. I'm a little envious.

The writing is great. How did I just see it? I will continue to re-write it. It's so sweet [blowing kiss]