I dressed up as my own vicious heroine, thinking I could go home as long as I finished the plot.
But when the villain I had written off, Lu Chenzhou, pressed me against the wall and traced my carotid artery with his fingertips, what filled his eyes was not just hatred.
"Sir author," he chuckled, his breath burning into my ears, "when you wrote that I was abandoned by the whole world, did you ever think about-"
"Will you yourself one day lie beneath me, trembling with the vengeance of an outcast?"
The perfect male patron I created, Gu Beichen, wrapped his arms around my waist from behind, and the muzzle of his gun slowly slid down my spine:
"Choose him or me?"
"Or..." His lips pressed against the back of my neck, "Both?"
I later learned that my time travel was a carefully planned revenge.
Lu Chenzhou remembered the first seven reincarnations - every time I stood by Gu Beichen's side, watching him lose everything, watching him die for me.
In the eighth reincarnation, he tore off the disguise of meekness and put shackles on me with his own hands:
"This time it's your turn, my god."
"I want you to remember with your body on this piece of paper that is filled with my tragedy -"
"Hate is another word for love."
Reading Guide
★ The author of the book × the beautiful, powerful and tragic villain, redemption and sinking are out of control in both directions
★Double male protagonist × female protagonist, a dangerous game for adults, Shura Field runs throughout
★ Full of sexual tension: the study room against the wall, the car window on a rainy night, in front of a broken mirror - every place is a battlefield
★ "I hate you but I hate myself who forgets you even more" style ultimate pulling
★Dual timeline: pseudo-redemption in high school × true imprisonment in adulthood
One-sentence synopsis: The craziest villain in my novel decided to demand eight lifetimes of blood debt from me on my bed.
