[Two heroines + sadomasochism + first person + modern sadomasochism]
[Deng Junqing] A sweet girl with delicate features and a skin as good as snow, but she is overwhelmed by congenital heart disease and the burden of her original family. She is introverted and has low self-esteem, and lives like cannon fodder that no one cares about.
[Lu Jingyi] The wheat-colored skin exudes a neat and heroic demeanor. She is the president of a design company standing at the top of the pyramid. She has a cheerful and lively personality and a dazzling smile that can dispel the gloom, but it happened to be a short-lived shock in Deng Junqing's life.
-I always feel like I am a wisp of dust that will be scattered when the wind blows. It was she who reached out to catch me as I fell.
Her palms were warm, and her eyes were filled with starlight when she smiled. Like a moth to a flame, I was greedy for this beam of light that did not belong to me.
I hid the joy and inferiority in my heart, hid the heart in my chest that could stop beating at any time, and quietly approached her.
I once thought she was my salvation, but I didn't know that from that rescue, it was destined to be a hopeless run.
Later, I lay in the cold, looking at her face outside the glass, and suddenly thought, if only I had not fainted on the street that day, then I would not have met her, and I would not have tasted the feeling of falling from the clouds back into the dust.
You said that everything in this world is wonderful, but the best scenery I have ever seen is you, and the most bitter taste I have ever tasted is that I cannot love you.
You said that I would accompany you from now on, but I waited for countless mornings and evenings, only waiting for the moment when my heart stopped beating, not the time you said.
I regret it...
I hate you...
Please set me free...
It hurts so much!