Have you ever seen a flower struggling out of the mud, spending its entire life chasing a ray of illusory sunshine? Then, the moment he touched that light, he found that his roots had already been soaked with the poison of fate...
I, Wang Xueqin, was once an actress with fluttering sleeves on the stage, but overnight, I became the powerful Ninth Concubine of the Commander-in-Chief of the Bafang Land! They say that I am a substitute, a plaything, a flower that blooms in the deep courtyard and cannot be seen in the light of the shadows!
However, I don't accept my fate! Since I can't get his sincerity, I want his power and the control of this continent government! I want all those who despise me and exclude me to crawl at my feet! In this huge gamble of love and desire, I staked my youth, my soul, and even... My flesh and blood relatives!
When my daughter, who has the blood of her lover, asked me with her eyes as clear as water, just like her biological father's, crying like blood: "Mom, have you ever truly loved me for a moment?"... At that moment, my heart felt like it was being pierced by thousands of needles at the same time!
When the illegitimate son I regarded as life was ruthlessly expelled as a bastard, crying "Mom, save me"... At that moment, my world collapsed in an instant!
And when the lover who once swore an oath to me and said that he would take me to the end of the world trampled our past into mud for the yellow and white things, pushing me into the abyss of eternal destruction... At that moment, I suddenly realized that the calculations and struggles of my life turned out to be just a ridiculous and sad one-man show!
The commander's gun was coldly pressed between my eyebrows
