When I died, my husband was watching the fireworks with her Bai Yueguang. By the time he came to his senses and ran back to my palace, I had already left the palace! I stood among the people and watched Mu Yunzhou holding Chen Zhiyan's hand, and the two of them stood together in the Star Reaching Tower. With happy smiles on their faces, they all watched the fireworks show specially held for the royal concubine's birthday. I just feel a sense of desolation in my heart. He seems to have forgotten that he once said that only the two of us can go up to this star-catching tower.
