This year is the third year since Lu Huai left. Friends around him thought that Cheng Yu had walked out, but only he knew that he was waiting for him, waiting for him to come back to see him, waiting for him to say that he missed him too.
But it's been three years, more than 1,000 days and nights, and he hasn't come back, even in his dreams.
In the past three years, Cheng Yu went to the places they had been before, tasted their favorite food, went to the places they planned to go, and saw the beautiful scenery that they had seen online, but he didn't say a word, as if Lu Huai would always be there as long as he didn't speak.
Cheng Yu had asked Lu Huai countless times in his dreams, are you really willing to leave me alone, but no one answered him because Lu Huai never came to his dreams.
The only thing that remains unchanged is that on this day every year, no matter where Cheng Yu was the day before, he will go to see Lu Huai on this day and tell him the interesting things that happened this year.
Sometimes Cheng Yu wonders, why has Lu Huai never visited him?
Maybe it's because I'm afraid that I'll be reluctant to leave once I'm here, maybe I'm afraid that I'll be sad if I see myself doing poorly, maybe it's...