"There was a girl who loved me very much."
This world will not bring you happiness just because you compromise. Only blood and violence can bring you survival.
I've seen my sister's head lying in the gutter, my brother's kidneys for sale on websites, people who loved me losing their virginity because of me. Bullets went through my brain.
I only heard this sentence.
"If there is an afterlife, I hope you will be the king."
The bloody answer of the times tells me - goodness is sin!