Not Just for Fun? Why Are You Crying When I Have a Terminal Illness?
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Explore more →It's Extremely Cruel, the Kind That Makes You Feel Distressed, and Makes You Shed Tears. It's Very Uncomfortable to Watch It.
Abuse to the point of heartache, like a dangerous situation that corrodes the bones
Abuse, the Kind That Makes You Suffer from Angina Pectoris
If I don't read pornography for a day, I feel uncomfortable all over
A Sad Article About Losing 10 Pounds! Short! Abuse! the Tear Point Is Particularly High, the More Torture, the Better
Tomato 🍅Four Major Abuse Articles
Looking for a Sadistic Novel, a Short Novel That Will Make You Cry Until Your Liver Hurts, and Make You Cry Until You Suffocate.
Take Out Your Shelf Book (Only One) and Let Me Appreciate It.
I want to read a book like "Quick Time Travel: The Yandere Boss He's Fierce and Clingy". Only one copy. If you think it's super, super, super good-looking, you can only get one copy.
The Boy Lost His Love for the First Time Because of His Anger...
Be Aesthetics, the Kind That Can Make Me Cry Until I Am Deprived of Oxygen, Cry Until My Liver Hurts, and Torture Me to Death
People who are afraid of pain kill themselves to death, proud people kneel down and beg for mercy, humble people die heroically, and selfish people give everything they have.
Short Story Be the Kind That Makes You Cry to Death in Bed in the Middle of the Night
Shuangnan Has No More Masterpieces. If You Don't Accept It, Come and Argue!
# Abuse to the Point of Heartache, Super Abuse, Abuse, Abuse, Abuse, Abuse
Please, any book friends, please recommend a book that is cruel throughout, to the point where your heart aches, and in the end the hero regrets it.
Two Men! Huge Abuse! BE! Huge Short! !
I want to read a book similar to "Flowers, Bloom".
Be! Be! Be! Beaesthetics! Don't Be Cruel! Well Written! !
Be aesthetics, the kind that makes your heart tremble when you cry! ! I want a short story, thank you!
What Are the Four Great Tomato Essays?
Total Abuse! ! ! the Kind with Knives Flying Everywhere! ! !
Don't be sweet, don't leave me any escape route! Beg!
"No Need for Redemption, Never Need", Kid, I Suddenly Want to Read a Sadistic Novel
I want to read a book like "Conan: After being forced to save, I just want to escape quickly." The best kind without CP is very depressing and the protagonist just wants to die.
I Just Deleted All the Bookshelf😱😭😭
Does anyone have any high-scoring books to save the poor children😭😭
He Killed His Lover with His Own Hands. He Finally Lost His Weakness and Was Reborn in the Crematorium.
Want to watch something like "Help!" The content of "The Crazy Villain I Raised Draws a Knife to Kill Me".
The Boy Lost His Love for the First Time Because of His Anger...
Have You Ever Read a Book That Allows You to Gamble Your Life with Qi Xia?
I want to read a book similar to "Game Theory".
Dao's Heart Throbbed with Pain, but He Still Couldn't Help but Look Back.
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It's so beautiful, and can be summed up in one sentence. I think the future is long, but I don't know how short the world is.
There is a touch of sadness and the writing is very good. It is like Qin's memoirs of his deceased wife after Li Feng's death in the future (I burst into tears. I stood at the end and watched their inevitable ending. Did Qin really not like Feng when they got along? Did he not like it, but he did not want to admit it? He was in a trance and had passed away. This setting is the best ending. I am looking forward to the crematorium below. Follow for more.
The author is really good at writing, not the kind of gratuitous abuse, but a light, calm bitterness, like a piece of orange covered with orange veins. After eating it, I thought it was sweet for a moment, but the bitterness of the orange veins mixed with the sourness into the mouth. It turns out that the so-called sweetness is just an imagination, and the small seeds that were not picked out are like the good memories of the past, which were strangled before they could develop. The love that was about to be expressed was wrapped in opaque orange peels, but the sour oranges stopped her when she wanted to express it. In the end, there was only a bag of oranges that couldn't distinguish between sour and sweet ones, and two people who couldn't tell the difference between their feelings.
Sweetness resonates with the same frequency, and bitterness is the bitterness of life and death. Li Feng and Qin Xiao are both giants in thought and cowards in action. It is this relationship separated by a layer of paper that is the most attractive. The writing style is really getting better and better. Li Feng and Qin Xiao are both interesting and delicate in their portrayal. The dual perspectives perfectly complement the emotional lines and some small emotions between the two people. I didn't like BE originally, but after watching Cai Cai's Knife one after another, I unconsciously started to like the unsatisfactory feeling.
Although I have very little time to read the book, the plot of just a few chapters is enough to prove that this is a good-looking book📚It can be written so well in the first person and the emotions are delicate. Finally, I hope that Li Feng's life will not be so miserable😭
Nice! The emotional descriptions are very delicate, and you can always trust Dabaicai's writing style! I hope Li Feng can achieve the happiness he thinks he has, and may every orange he eats be a sweet orange🍊
It's very beautiful, and the writing is great. This article is good. If you don't want to watch abuse, you can leave. I think Li Feng's character is very, very lovable. He is very painful, so I was very painful when reading this book. It's very sad. So sad. If I have to describe it, it's like... A person suffering from rheumatism stepped on the wet moss on a rainy day. It was soft, but the moisture stretched from the soles of the feet to the pain in the heart. The cool thing is in some details. I think it is very painful. Every chapter I read, I have the urge to cry, because This author is really good at filling in those sweet moments with details (maybe not? I'm just too emotional). Generally speaking, most of the people in this book are not absolutely bad people. Although Qin deceived Li Feng's feelings, I can also understand that it is just the bad taste of people. Do you want to say that Li Feng is bad? His black boxing is indeed bad. Yes, when a person cannot even earn a basic living support, I think all his actions due to his desire to survive are worthy of understanding. And her mother, alas, I won't say so much. It makes me feel uncomfortable to say too much.
Baicai's writing is very touching! The description is very delicate, the abuse is rhythmic, the plain sentences are interspersed with the abuse that is not easy to see, it is very good, and the article is also modern, so even if I don't like to read the first person, I can accept it [Adoration][Adoration][Adoration]
The writing is really good, there is a kind of subtle pain, and the two little bitter gourds are just a little bit away from being happy in the end. "Qin Xiao is so good, he gave Li Feng hope when he had no way forward. Qin Xiao is so miserable. Why did the road we walked together suddenly end? When time stops and everything becomes frost, love will last forever. "
It also echoes the title of the book. Oranges run through the whole text, sweet oranges, sour oranges, bad oranges, grilled oranges... I couldn't stop reading it. I had already updated more than 60 pictures when I read it. I seemed to be able to guess where the abuse started when I read the title. I have always been uneasy. There were really sweet ones in the past, but Li Feng... Little Potato has always been miserable. His childhood was miserable, his life was miserable, he was cheated on his relationship later, and finally he walked into the sea on his birthday. It was also miserable. I feel bad for him...
When I read it for the first time, I was attracted by the title. When I saw the introduction, I felt nothing. Then the more I read, the more angry I became, because I knew that the attack was fake, but I didn't expect that he was pretending to be so similar. I was so angry that I wanted to go in and communicate with him. It was the same very bitter article. I prefer sadistic articles. This kind of article just stepped on my heart. It was not the kind of gratuitous attack on sadomasochism, but because of this kind of blandness. I wish the author better and better! What you wrote is really beautiful
The author's writing is very good. After reading the introduction, I feel like I know the ending. It looks so sad. The tone of the early stage sounds to me like Reminiscences of a Dead Wife [almost crying]
Because it is BE, the dialogue between the two people from both perspectives is full of the beautiful warmth of being together, the bitter nostalgia during terminal illness, and the sour and painful self-talk when regretting it. When I fell in love with you, you were going to die. When I fell in love with you, I realized that this was just a scam on your part, and the love cultivated from the wrong start can only go so far. As a BE article, it is really nice to read and the descriptions are very detailed. Especially her writing style that tells the story from two perspectives highlights the love and past tense of the two people. And the two of them are both little bitter gourds. I can only say that they are destined but not destined to each other. From the beginning to the end, there is not a single scene that makes me cry. It's really, really good 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
It's very interesting, Li Feng is very dull, but the ending is be, woo woo woo. It's so sweet in the front and so cruel in the back [crying][crying] I think I will regret it in the back and didn't cherish this time. My heart died after reading the introduction. Shoubao loves Yingying (sister control) so much. How uncomfortable it would be if Yingying knew that her brother has actually been doing black boxing www. I still hope that Xiaoyicheng is happy [almost crying]. Hey, here comes the food [please update] Qin Xiao, do you still have a heart? [Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry]
Oh author, I will follow you for the rest of my life. The emotions are very delicate and beautiful, and the characters and characters are very three-dimensional and cute.
Korean comic about suffering, good to watch, are there any similar ones? I really like it, I can't get enough of it (ʚ̴̶̷́ .̠ ʚ̴̶̷̥̀ ू) I miss you so much
It's really beautiful. Watching their daily life is very warm. I don't know why my sister always has a touch of sadness when she appears. Li Feng really loves Li Yingying. They are all good babies. I hope they are happy.
It looks good. Please update it quickly. You can be but Li Feng doesn't want to die.
I feel like this novel is very gentle in its portrayal. Daily life is very sweet, and it is easy for people to forget that Li Feng is terminally ill. So every time I see a particularly happy place, I feel inexplicably sad. Such a beautiful scene is actually the ending of Be.
The author's sharp-edged swordsmanship and light sense of humor are so addictive to me. I knew it was going to be a be ending, but I didn't feel like I was torturing for the sake of being tortured. I just went with the flow and couldn't resist and went to be. When I read the first volume, I couldn't help but think that Qin Xiao is tempted now? Is it really all deception? That would require a lot of torture, but when you really look at Qin Xiao's perspective, you find that he is also a little bitter melon ꒦ິ^꒦ິ. There were several times in the process where I hoped for a miracle to happen. What if? What if? By the end, I had already accepted the ending of Li Feng's death, and even I was so desperate off-screen. How difficult would it be for Li Feng and Qin Xiao? Two little bitter gourds, they must be good in the next life•́‸ก
The writing is particularly good and some very coincidental plot arrangements. The two of them were very warm together in the early stage, but there is always a slight feeling of sadness. As a reader, as a human being who watches their whole story from a God's perspective, I feel particularly sad when I think of the ending and look at the two little bitter gourds who are not doing well with each other. . But the writing style of this Chinese cabbage is so good, it makes people feel deeply emotional, and it makes the readers burst into tears, and I am still smiling *^_^* I still really hope that Xiaofeng and Xiaoxiao can be happy. Although it has been stated in the introduction that this is impossible, I secretly want to let fate treat them better and live a happier life. . .
Oh my god, this little sweet article is so sweet to me. Li Feng is also a good baby. Qin Xiao also likes Li Feng. Although I wanted to trick him into falling in love, it was love at first sight. Later, the misunderstanding was resolved and we were together sweetly. Qin Xiao likes Li Feng. To be more precise, it's love. Two-way redemption. It's so delicious. Qin Xiao proposed, and Li Feng agreed, ahhhh! Let the young couple stay together sweetly for a lifetime! ! Later, there is also "Life after marriage is very sweet. If you don't read it, you will regret it." It is a sweet little article. Don't read the introduction. It looks very cool, but it is actually very sweet. They finally got together and were very happy. Qin Xiao and Li Feng are not cowards, you are both very brave people! Li Yingying is also very cute. The author portrays all the characters very realistically and concretely. Qin Xiao, Li Feng, Li Yingying, Li Ping'an, Li Heihei, and Li Baibai's family are all together! 99, And Qin Xiao's brother and Xiaojun are also very delicious. The author seems to have published a new article about them, so I'm going to read it! The young couple will stay together sweetly for a lifetime. I sincerely recommend it. We are a family of seven, including one Lucy. Your sister Yingying will take you to see the rapeseed flowers in your hometown.
Tied, Xiaofeng is really a good person. Although Qin Xiao did bad things, he was really miserable when he was a child. Xiaohai is cute. He will bless the person he likes when he has a boyfriend. He also persuaded Xiaofeng to confess. It would be good if Qin can continue acting like this😭. If Yingying knew what Qin did, how angry he would be. I will cry, a bunch of little bitter gourds
It's really amazing, especially beautiful [Adore][Adore] This book written by Baicai really has a sense of life. I especially like this kind of light but sour writing. Li Ye is dull but also very cute [Sending Hearts] No, I have to say it again, I really like how Baicai Dada can write the sour feeling in a light way, which is this kind of ordinary and ordinary mixed with the undercurrent of sadness. Oh, yes [Thinking] Qin Xiao... Well, how should I put it? He is so good at acting (maybe because I am a little controlled and say it a bit seriously) Although it is BE, this book really makes people want to keep reading [Sending my heart] [Sending my heart] By the way, I can make the kitten work overtime, it is really not enough [I'm almost crying] [I'm almost crying]
The most powerful thing about this book is that it is written plainly and even has a sense of humor. But if you read it carefully, every sentence is a little sad. Looking back at the past from the ending of certain death, Li Feng will still be soft-hearted towards Qin Xiao, and his heart will still be moved. Because even if Qin Xiao lied to him, it is undeniable that this is the first time Li Feng has received warmth from someone other than Li Yingying. I really couldn't help but lament Li Feng's intuition about "liars" in the article. I think there is a sentence that fits this article very well. If you are close to you, you will be close to pain. If you are far away from you, you will be far away from happiness. For both of them, what would Qin Xiao think of when he approached the tombstone? How did Li Feng feel when he learned the truth? Maybe we readers can know it, but the two of them will never be able to empathize with it. This first-person writing was so good that I felt a little bit dead when I wrote it. Teacher, do you have any idea?
The writing style of Dada is light, warm and painful [cry][cry][cry] It's very beautiful. Xiaofeng is really... I love the family relationship with Yingying [cry][cry][cry][cry]. I like the characters written by Dada very much [send heart][send heart][send heart][send heart]
Obviously the writing style is very plain, but it has a very sad and regretful ending. While watching, as the plot continued to enter my heart, my heart tightened from time to time. I really cried over their relationship, I really felt like it. It's well written, and I hope it will have a happy ending. It's not said on the Internet that double death means he, so they can be considered together.
It made me cry all the time. I laughed and cried all the time when the two of us met so cutely together. This best potato can live a long life, okay? The author's writing is super detailed. I want to give five stars to this design from two perspectives! It's not the kind of story where you'll never say anything, but just a little bit of God's failure. It hurts, it hurts. I can't even imagine how sweet it would be for you to write a sweet article. When I read Xiao Qin's perspective, I kept thinking how much better it would be if it were a sweet article.
Woohoo, I have to tell Mommy, this author succeeded in making me feel so uncomfortable that I burst into tears. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I haven't felt this bad for a long time. This kind of perspective gives people a very strong sense of immersion, wow wow wow.
It's so sad. I really like the author's first-person perspective. It's very well written. I've never read be. I knew this book was the result of being reluctant to leave after be. I still couldn't let it go and came back to read it...😣But it's very well written.