Cosplay at the Convention! A Rich Loli Falls for Me

I read the latest chapter of this book intermittently, and I have a lot of feelings. I have typed, deleted, and deleted several lines, but there are still some nonsense words left. I think the reason why human emotions are complicated is that, on the one hand, we are all contradictory individuals. We fantasize about beautiful things, and know that although they are short-lived, they are willing to maintain them. Even if you know that they will eventually wake up, you are still willing to indulge in them, but you will also be involuntarily afraid of the day when you wake up from the dream, so that your mind is always trapped in the whirlpool. On the other hand, we are almost all ordinary individuals. When encounters or opportunities with "ordinary" people who obviously should not belong to our world, who are different from us "ordinary" people, if there is an opportunity or the possibility of continuing, we always want to try our best to seize it. There will always be such a voice in the bottom of our hearts: Let me try hard, what if it is really possible? But when we face "things" that are obviously not ours, we are always unconfident, or cruel. What is cruel is that we not only want to touch or pick up this beauty, but also judge our own motives and hearts. This is not a typical case of doing something knowing that it cannot be done, so why do it? I'm afraid only I know this. This actually stems from the inherent evil nature of human beings. To give a simple example, there is such a perfect and flawless mirror. When you see it for the first time, you can hardly bear to break it. But if you see it for the second time, it is already broken and ugly. But no matter how complex and changeable our thoughts and emotions are, we should not rest on our laurels, stay where we are, and do not limit our vision to ourselves. We only subconsciously start from ourselves and anchor the upper limit of our thinking and abilities. It is even more undesirable to be limited by the birdcage effect. The depth of thinking of each of us should be like the endless stream of underground water, not like the tracks under the wheels, but like the rivers and lakes that never dry up. There are many imperfect things in the world, there are also many imperfect and irrational things, and there are even more illogical things. When it goes against our normal thinking, maybe we might as well think about it this way: existence is reasonable, try to accept "it", accept these imperfections, and accept these irrationality. You may find that what was originally unreasonable is unreasonable after all? Haha, just kidding... The novel is based on reality, but it is more than that. The emotional sustenance may be more fierce and depressing than the emotions in reality. But no matter what, hesitating and letting yourself stay in the past, nostalgic for the past, is not something that old men do. Time always moves forward, and life continues to move forward. You... Or us? Aren't we supposed to move forward together? An anonymous warrior of pure love left behind

Thanks. At least it doesn't make me nihilistic, because I am also a pretender under the mask.

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