With her death, the character was divided into two extremes, hope and despair.
If, I mean if, I traveled to this world, had a good job, and classmates... Would I choose to just let it go and wait until despair comes, or try to save the world.
Despair and hope are two extremes, and I just want to neutralize them.
Throw yourself into despair, break through despair, save your companions, save me, love me and the people I love.