An epic story about the growth of a mountain village girl spanning forty years..."
[She was slapped by fate, but she slapped her back with her own hands]
I was born in a mountain village in Hunan in 1981, and the firelight of the stove was my only warmth.
I scored 658 in the high school entrance examination, but I chose a technical secondary school thousands of miles away just to escape.
Retreat, have a crush, go to college in confusion, and venture into Shenzhen alone.
At the age of twenty-seven, she had been on blind dates five times and had a heartbeat once, but she married him because she "knew the truth" and was able to speak well.
I thought I had found stability, but I jumped into the ice cave: loveless marriage, sperm and egg rejection, the pain of in vitro fertilization, being unable to sleep for 100 days, his words "you are an outsider"...
When I was forty years old, I overturned the mahjong table in my heart.
Take the CPA exam, fight for custody, and get divorced.
This year I am forty-two, living in Shenzhen with two children, and finally have the switch of my life in my own hands.
This is my story, written for all women who want to bloom a flower in the mud.
