All Kinds of Evil Thoughts

"I'm not a hero, I'm just a gambler who doesn't want to lose again. I am Chen Xuan, an ancient book restorer who accidentally fell into the ancient world of conflict among the six realms. They said that I possess the root of chaos and can integrate the power of Taoism, Confucianism, Buddhism, evil, demon and spirit. I am the only key to unlocking the ancient "Tao Tribulation". But I just want to go home. Until I found out—— This is not my first time traveling. I have been reincarnated nine hundred and ninety-eight times. Every time, I would meet the same person, fall in love with the same person, and die in the same conspiracy. And this time, I finally remembered everything. It turns out that I was never the chosen one. I am the madman who sows disaster with his own hands and comes back to atone for his sins in every life. The six paths are colliding, and the nine realms will collapse. In this life, I am not trying to save the common people, nor am I trying to achieve enlightenment or become a saint. I just want to ask about the way of heaven—— Why do you want to trade our lives for your order?