The people Jin He loved have all become unwanted passers-by in the end.
When someone suddenly wakes up, she has already turned around and stepped into the sea of people. No matter how hard the other person walks through their iron shoes and sinks to the dust, she can't get back her glance back. When someone is regretful, she has already crushed the past into mud. Even all kinds of compensation and various begging can't warm her frozen heart.
This is a series of belated confessions, and a series of failed redemptions - in Jinhe's world, there is no reunion, only "missing is eternity."
Demining: Some male protagonists are particularly scumbags, but they must be good. All dirty men should die.