We Are Struggling Between Ideals and Reality

Seven years of affectionate feeding of reality When my girlfriend broke up, she said: "Your guitar cannot support the future." I threw my wedding ring into the heart of the river, thinking that this life would have nothing to do with love. Until I met Shen Nian'an—— The daughter of a wealthy family handed over a contract: "Be my boyfriend, protect your love, and earn two hundred dollars a day." I signed with a smile, thinking that the money was more reliable than my sincerity. Unexpectedly, she got too involved in the drama and fell deeply in love with me. The constant emotional entanglements made me fall into multiple whirlpools at the same time. How do I choose? What exactly is the life I want?